不夠...

對於這一次我去云頂的感受,

給了我很深的回憶,

3天2夜,

真的不夠...

快樂的時光真的過的很快,

很快很快,

我和她在一起的時刻也很少,

真的不夠....

很懷念,

總覺得這一次的感覺,

很好很好,

從來沒那麼好,

那晚的時間,

真的不夠....

自從回來後,

她真的佔了我心的一部分,

無時無刻都想她,

很奇怪,

每次深深的想她,

都會掉下淚,

因為,

我真的感動了....

如今,

我的生活開始有了色彩,

因為她,

有了她,

就算在困難的事都變得容易解決,

就算在心酸的是都變得容易忍受,

因為那種感覺,

沒人懂,

只有體會...

我和她的距離從此我都不覺得遠,

因為我想她...

希望能一直一直的

保持著,

希望能一直一直的

儲存著,

一直一直一直一直保持著下去

Sweet Memories..

This time I go Genting with some friends include her,

haha~

Really gave me a worth trip and sweet memories to me,

I also can't believe it,

I like this relation,

more closer,

just....

Nothing can describe my happiness ,

every time also stayed with her ,

everywhere I also follow her ,

worth~

Next year I sure want go again if got chance ,

sure got chance ,

because next year I will organize trip to Genting again,

just post some photo on facebook...

Thanks .. I miss you ~

My dear~

煩煩煩...

好討厭最近,

發生太多事了,

太多了...

媽媽,

她,

錢....

太多了...

累~~~~

有誰能救救我..

相信,願意...

昨天,

沒在家,

因為,

又事情要忙,

看到她了,

又想起了,

又想她了...

有人說,

喜歡一個人,

不要放感情,

我在想,

有誰,

喜歡人,

愛一個人,

談戀愛,

交往,

是不放感情,

不可能,

不可能不會,

完全不可能,

感情一放,

要接受她對你的反應,

反應好,

你會很很很開心,

反應壞,

你會很很很傷心,

她不睬你了,

你會很難過,

痛在心,

心,

不能控制,

痛得...

就算你傷害自己,

那時的你,

不會感到痛,

過了,

就痛了,

那時,

只希望她能給你安慰,

她安慰你了,

你的痛,

都覺得沒什麼..

這是什麼

愛?

喜歡?

恨?

討厭?

我不懂

我痛

我傷

我愛

我喜歡

我願意

但,

從不,

後悔,

討厭,

恨..

我,

笨?

痴?

呆?

傻?

不是.

是我,

愛她

疼她

相信她

支持她

她說的

我聽

我做

我相信

她做的

我接受

我相信

我支持

我相信她

因為

我相信她不會騙我.

因為

我很喜歡她..

有人,

認為

我

笨,

不值得,

不需要,

癡情,

愚蠢,

無聊.

有人,

認為

我,

對,

加油,

你可以的,

專一,

幸福.

我認為

只要

她開心

我願意

她

對或錯

我

都認為她對

因為

我愛她

包容

相信

因為

這一切

我願意

What the ... !

Today I break the record ,

because I write blog now,

usually I wrote it on midnight or night...

Since I'm back from Apex ,

nothing can do ...

Boring ~ Always boring ...

I think I should learn some English ,

I just know Local English !

When I saw my friend who wrote the blog,

Oh My GOD !

So deep for me...

I want upgrade !

Upgrade ~ Upgrading ....

Bye..Boring Holiday...

Wish my friend boring too~

Haha..

Don't beat me, I also boring...

什麼東西..

今天的天氣特別熱,

熱到....

今天早上還是一樣,

參老朋友去吃個早餐,

到old town聊個天,

吃點小吃...

過後,

去剪個毛(頭髮),

現在的理髮店越來越好賺,

摸一摸,剪一剪,

幾十塊,

夠吃幾頓,

沒辦法,

愛美嘛,

就要犧牲...

過後,

吃藥,

睡覺.....

唉`

偶爾都會想起她,

無奈啊~~

可見她是多麼的重要,

不敢對未來有甚麼渴望,

現在面對才是重要........

好無聊的人生啊,

人生,

現在才不到兩張,

就說人生,

哈...

偶爾說說人生也不能比前輩厲害,

老人家常說,

'我吃鹽躲過你吃米'

我在想,

不如我們講講米,

不講鹽,

那麼他們不就沒話講了嗎??

蠻無聊的我,

想那些沒用的,

哈哈~~~

慘了,

寫著寫著,

想起了她,

T.T

下星期要去云頂了,

好期待,

渴望 o.0

不會是失望吧??

自我安慰,

自我陶醉,

希望能留下很美好的回憶吧```

睡覺....美麗的世界....

唉`

她今天很早睡,

我很多事可是說不出,

她又累了,

我也很累,

心總是悶悶不樂,

你在乎我嗎???

我很想你........

瘋了...

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!

好悶的一天,

每天這樣下去都快瘋了~~~

早上睡到十二點才醒,

那個咳嗽藥水實在太厲害了,

1天吃3次,1次1湯匙,3湯匙睡整天,

厲害吧??

3湯匙我就能睡整天,

我現在懷疑他到底是不是安眠藥,

這樣也好,

可以浪費時間,

原本我媽的朋友要我去他的店打工,

我不要, 太悶了,

而且現在難得放假,

也是時候休息了........

最近,

愛上了攝影,

覺得攝影的人生很不錯,

多姿多彩,

可以拍下自己最喜歡的畫面,

把美麗的時間停頓著,

多麼美好.....

攝影可以讓我忘記不開心的事,

有了攝影這個愛好,

真的改變人生,

也許拍的不是很好,

但也要吸取更多經驗,

才能拍取更好的畫面,

攝影,我愛上了你.......

每次上blogger,

就會想想寫關於她,

但回头想想,

又是很想放棄了她,

但不能,忘不了,放不下,

放了,我會後悔,

放了,我會墮落....

墮落,真的嗎???

也許不是那麼嚴重,

感覺是說不出,

也無法來形容,

體會,才是真正的領悟,

體諒,才是真正的包容,

我喜歡她,

也許對眾人來說是癡情,

對我來說是期待.............

愛情,

周圍的朋友都有了他們的'另一半',

也許是幻覺,

過了不久,散了,

再見還是朋友,

再見不是朋友了,

從朋友變情人再變朋友???

不可能,

從朋友在變情人再敵人,

這才是結局嗎???

渴望一段簡單的愛情幾乎每個人都有,

這個渴望不再是失望,

而是期望,希望,

緣分真的是作弄人,

弄得人不像人,鬼不像鬼,

狗屁不如,沒方向感，

緣分，妄想.....

算了,

累了，

走了，

瘋了.......................

無盡的愛在哪裡???

Hooooooooooooooooo~

Today exam finish already,

so happy , can relax ,

just trial exam but seem like STPM ,

all so hard working ,

but passed already ...

In other ways , I feel sad also ,

because today is last day on lower six ,

my friend will change class next year ,

friendship is not easy to build up ,

sure miss them soon......

After exam,

me and darick go old town eat breakfast ,

here some photo~ Just take mine one ~ haha~

Just now back from pesta,penang...

walao~ At there almost 80% is malay ,

There really became malay world , before I'm still child , got many show , now , all sell malay things , but also good , can see malay traditional things.............

Tired!

Lazy write...

Go genting soon....

zzzz!

被爱,去愛,相愛...

被爱,應該是很幸福的.

去愛,沒有想像的愚蠢.

相愛,可以非常的單純.

這三句話,對我很深.

被爱,曾被愛...

去愛,時常愛...

相愛,很想愛...

愛一個不愛你的人,

可說快樂也可說傷心,

快樂,找到你可以愛的人.

傷心,你愛她她不愛你.

愛一個人,可以很久,很用心,

被愛的人可能很開心,

但去愛的也會開心,

因為他愛上了他愛的人,

被愛不開心了,

去愛的全力與赴的去逗,

就算被愛不開心,

去愛的也想辦法讓被愛快樂,

因為去愛不想看被愛不快樂,

被愛不快樂,去愛也會不快樂,

去愛所做的只想被愛的開心....

愛久了,被愛的開始想念了去愛,

但不想相愛,去愛唯有等被愛,

希望被愛能接受去愛,

去愛很想相愛,

因為去愛覺得他一定會好好愛被愛,

被愛也知道若接受了去愛,一定很快樂幸福.

去愛的辦法就是等被愛...

一直等,等,等....

等相愛的一天,

愛你,我認識了快樂......

一個被愛,去愛,相愛,的過程...

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Look here T.T

Recently,

many people get sick include me too~

but can't cover ,

never mind ... not getting better^^

Tomorrow exam again,

little bit worry because recently I felt that so much pressure!

Pressure about the exam,

sometime really want suicide ,

now finally I knew that why people want suicide,

1.can't think so many,

2.think so much

3.stress

4.pressure with something,

5.worry...?

6.no people telling

7.no people courage

8.no people cares

9.no people

10.finally,suicide....

All my opinion cause I think in this way....

So,yesterday really make me want die....

Suffering with exam ,

but now, everything will be fine...

How about you ?

Are you ok?

recently, seem like me ignore you already,

sorry~~ But after tomorrow you will very busy ,

heheh~ cause I'm free little bit ...

OMG! I'm miss you again....^^

simple life getting new life.....

(TO BE CONTINUED)

What is Life?

Life....

Just a daily day that we survive,

what we survive for?

Should we survive?

How to survive?

I though that life is beauty,

everyday need to survive....

A human need a living places,

I need a healthy life...

I'm happy that

I have a good family although I don't have siblings,

I have everything although I'm not born in rich family,

I learn what I felt although they didn't teach me how to do learn,

I sad although they happy on there,

I happy , I sad , I fall , I died....

What a pity ~

Getting a good life just depend yourself,

better life ? I don't cares it anymore ,

but for this moment only,

I will think that.......

This time, I really don't know how to happy,

really don't know,

I feel boring with this life....

Everyday passed without pausing a moment,

time , is going by , so much faster than I ,

just loss every second but seem like loss my life ,

Oh My God ! I'm going crazy ,

my life is suck....

Actually, I don't know what I'm thinking about......

Shit!

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Haiz...sick....

Finally, economic and account is passed...

then I nothing worry about it ,

but business will test on monday ,

haiz....because many thing want to remember ,

I will try my best , because I want focus on this subject,

busy busy revision , but failed.....

Fever still around me ,

cough non-stop , arghhhh!!!

sleep also not well , cough until died , soon.....

Hope can cover these....

How about you ?

hope you fine on there....

I miss you although I less find you..

Time , is going by , so much faster than I,

lower six almost come to the end ,

upper six is coming ,

and .......

I want become senior already ,

Yahoo~~ =.=

more friends next year ,

hehe~~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Blogger again...........

Today,

trial exam for our school,

what a lucky day,

today subject is Account and Economic....

Firstly,

I don't have any hope because I sick almost 1 week,

then,

I rest many days also ,

after that,

no time for revision,

then again,

when I revision I couldn't remember anything,

never mind .....

I already give up on this exam ...

Carry on? discuss soon....

Today my account really bad ,

3 question I just know answer 2 =.=,

wait for failed~ ~

God bless us.......

Thats all......

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Important to me.... COMMENT please~

Yo~ Long time din't write blog again,

always reply this sentence, boring~

whatever~

Today just want talk something about mine important people,

last week , did you saw news?

The news that about foreign news~

Which happened at Philippines ,

46 hostage was killed include 1x reporter,

nowadays , reporter also will murder by terrorists,

how impressive !

When I saw it , I though that was a joke~

Original not a joke~Its truth ~ It really happened..

then ,

In my mind I felt sad ....

nothing can describe my sadness ,

that massacre was involve the Philippines military ,

I think that this is unfair to residents,

You calm down and think it, if that hostages was your family or friends,

how do you think~

So,

I felt happy because I live in harmony country without any fighting ,

we should feel it that sadness ~

of course , they don't have any relation with us,

We should feel lucky because your family still with you,

they won't live you,

they take care you without any complain ,

they love you -Parents ....

What mean by FAMILY?

Father and Mother I LOVE YOU~

How amazing it was.....

They are my important person in my heart....

Besides this ,

you know~ is "her"...

Yeah~ is her~

She very important in my life too~

Without her , I no power ,

Without her , I no energy ,

maybe you will think that it was exaggerated,

erm...something like that ~

Of course,I trust her ...She very important for me,

but...we not couple ^^ very complicate between us,

but I happy too~

So half of my blog all is her ,

how she treat me

What she done for me

I remembered it clearly,

I really remember was she done to me before,

really touching for me....

The third one is my friends,

I got many friends , I happy that they can make friend with me,

long long long time ago,

I got friend,

but, not more than that~

Now, I got many friends,

even we not really understanding so much,

but , I think that enough for me already,

You all sure know that my best friend-Mr.Darick

that was humourous when they said that he is my girlfriend,

Oh my god ~ are you kidding !

At here , I want say that I'm not gay ,

don't misunderstanding the meaning...

They will said like that because me and Darick were best friend,

we always grouped togather,

we was friend when we still a child-7 years old,

until now , already passed 11year,

we still a best friend, that why we so close,

but not close until you think like that~ haha~

Because I like girl , please ...

Not Darick only,

these few years , Miss Shanex also became my best friend,

haha~ I lazy write our story, because it become history already,

a history full with memories,

Thanks god because I got these crazy friends and some of them

are my partner ...XD

So,how do you think?

please leave your comment,

your co-operate was appreciate..

I'm patient now .......

sick~ but now H1N1 !

My body can block that virus,

don't kidding with me....

(TO BE CONTINUED with you....)

She...?

Every time I write blog ,

half of my thing is about that girl,

so that,

some people asked me,

who is that girl ?

and who is that girl?

every time I happy or sad just talk about her,

haha~

Actually,

she is a person who very important to me,

that all I can say,

I happy or sad decide from her ,

kidding~~~

Just she is most I trusted person except my parents,

When I happy I will share with her ,

When I sad I will find her ,

because she gave me happy and can conform me well~

Whatever ~

She is important for me,

I don't want miss this anymore....

^^

Work hard in SPM ya~

I support you,

happy everyday~

Don't gave yourself so much pressure ~

Relax XD

TRE~~~~haha...

TO BE CONTINUED~^^Happy

What should I do??

Lol....

Actually today my mood is very nice,

but...something make me sad~

My parent,

always like that~

When I talking with them about my things,

they won't listened on me ~

Before this , they always listened on what I talking ,

they will ask me many things,

I happy because them seem concerned me...

But now ? won't anymore...

Every time I talk with them ,

them won't listen and just keep talking with their topic,

my topic was ignore,

no this only~ No answered me also ,

I ask them question , they just simple give an answer,

what the hell~ Ignore me again !!! haiz....

I miss her so much ~

only she can conform me .... no matter what she done I will happy also,

she already a lot of pressure on their SPM ,

I should support her , courage her , but...

I'm still on here nonsense....

My exam still left 2 weeks ~

Still do nothing , I want make colour flying is my result,

can I ? where is you? Please ~ I need you much,

I getting crazy already~ Hope you can stop me crazy~

I wait you ~ faster !

Hope she can cover the SPM ~

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(TO BE CONTINUED)

Exam...

Exam almost coming,

I'm still play play,

some of my friends already prepared,

I must work hard ,

at least get B in all subject,

but.... can ??? maybe or not...

Recently,

the weather is abnormal ,

sometime you will see that the weather is hot,

but...sometime will heavy rain ~ so strange...

this weather make me sick !!!

My throat is painful leh~

really painful...until no appetite....

and many things happened on me ~ T.T

I will cover this !!

I trust myself , how about you?

SPM is getting closer ,

some of my friends taking part also,

gambateh ~Especially is YOU ...^^

TO BE CONTINUED

Look here...

Haiz...

When sign in into blogger ,

always write about recently....

Recently,

badly mood ~ She busy ....

I know ~ So, I don't want disturb her,

if not , will get scold ....^^

Ya~ she very busy , a lot of thing she done everyday,

SPM getting closer , she still no prepare ,

I'm worries on her result ,

hope she can get result colour flying in SPM result ,

I will pray for you ~

Although she busy , but she didn't forgot me ,

really happy ~ XD

So that , I'm hope she can cover these ,

I will always support her ,

no matter , I'm still a supporter for you ~

I will cover my bad mood too~

Be happy every time , I always remember that ........

Gambateh ~~

TO BE CONTINUED

MUET....

Today almost faint,
MUET test today,
oh my god!!
In reading paper , a lot of vocabulary that I don't know!
In writing paper , I almost leave my title !
In listening paper , I can't listen clearly !
When talk about this ,
I want murder some brainless people ,
when we take listening paper ,
because of noisy environment ,
I can't focus on it and the sound is too low ,
when the answer is almost coming ,
then the riders ride the vehicles with noisy sound ,
especially the damn riders with yamaha125 ,
almost let me down!!
After half and hour on listening test ,
all candidates just discuss same thing ,
They will say " how about your test ?
do you know how to do ? Did you listen to the recordings ?
Can you hear it ? What is your answer on xxx ? Let me take a look on your paper ?
Oh my god , I almost fail it ! See on next year ! Easy thing only , take exam next year !
Aiya! You sure band 5 one ! Hope I can score in band 3 ! What you write in the question ?"
These discussion is based on my survey~~ haha~
All talk about these ~
But I really feel unfair on listening paper ,
My teacher just get band 5 because of listening paper !
Bad environment ~ Stupid people ~
I hope MPM will get us a suitable environment to listen the recordings ,
Hope 'them' will correct it on future for the new generation ~
MUET test not easy ~ but hard also ....
Whatever ~ The test already passed ~
And now , focusing on my test which come on last year ~
Hope I can get a good result ~
And I hope can greet with my old friends soon ....
A party is coming ~ My old friends ~ What about now on you ?

Oh ya~
Today I search 7wonders on wikipedia ,
a lot of thing can learn from there ,
get some information from there too ~
It will helps you learn more ,
and these will happened on 2012 ,
Doomsday ?
The 7 wonders also suffer in 2012 too ~
Is it real ? How I know ?
Just ask the GOD ~
Only the GOD will know everything~
GOD bless you ~

Today is a good night ~
An-nyong-ha-ju-mu-sye-yo~
means good night ~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Just Now..

Just now my father back from china,
then I go supper with him ,
because at there nothing can eat,
so , I hear some story from him ,
long long story ,
give me a good image of China,
I want go china too~~^^
but .... soon~ haha~

Just now happen one very sad thing to her,
when I hear from she,
I really hate myself,
when she sad I can't gave her a simple hug,
maybe this hug is simple but is important,
I hate myself!!
I just want she cry on my shoulder when she sad,
I just want she comfort when she lay on my shoulder,
I just wanna she happy,
but..........can't~~
Just now I just hope she don't sad too much,
wanna happy maybe will hard....

CRY ON MY SHOULDER



The Video With Lyric

Lyric
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


Remember,
everything will be fine,
because I always with you when you need me....


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Recently..

Recently,
happen a lot of thing ,
my 2 mui mui ,
xiao rong and ying ,
I saw their blog ,
a lot of sad thing ,
include me too............

recently,
she let me feel that she really change a lot,
she busy ? maybe...
or she don't do it anymore ,
make me suffer of these thing ,
but I also concentrate in my studies too..

Everyday saw many blog,
all is about love ,
it seem like really important for human being ,
really ~ truth ~
I miss you ~ did you ?

no sms ~ sad ......
but miss you a lot ~ ......

Happy birthday to my big sister ~

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Love Is Easy...

Today,
tired~
whole day miss her,
less sms , more miss ,
more sms , more more miss...
but, will she miss me ?
maybe no , but ~ how I know ? what a pity....
never mind ~ I miss her okay already...^^

final Exam still left 1 month~
it kills me , no people support,
but I will try my best ,
although that no people support,
but , I try myself cause I can !
I won;t let my parent down anymore ,
In future , I want earn more money ,
want my family feel warm ,
want give the best for my family ,
I want success ,
no matter the road is rough,
no matter the future is how hard ,
no matter I will in university or not,
no matter how,
it won't stop me !

I want learn anything ,
but anything is broad ,
but I will try my best XD....

Love is easy ?
I really trust it ,
If you say........
I Love you~
Sarang hae yo~



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Hmm...Alex~

Today,
boring lor....
just same activities,
wake up, go school , release school,
sleep, eating , kap siao...
but 1 activities long long long time didn't do,
go internet cafe,
just play some weird games ,
then, from 5pm play until 7pm,
take long time also ,
play COMPANY OF HEROES,
strategy game, nice....I like it most..
I feel sad about my sister-->ying,
because she and her boy friend break last week,
really pity to her , but ah kor will support you~
whatever , sad days will go , happy day will come ,^^
I trust it , we should look forward ,
after happened something , I got it ~
We should carry on ,
we carry on , we carry on ,
just like Green day's song ,
black parade~ WE CARRY ON!
So boring~ no people invite hang out,
I want hang out with certain people,
but they far from me,
sad+hopeless+how??
everyday stay at home like crazy man,
shout no people hear,
movie no people watch ,
toilet no people in,
water no people drink,
food no people eat,
bed no people sleep,
chair no people sit,
PC no people play,
music no people listen,
house in blank ,
die no people know~
but...only me......
Ignore by many people,
bored~ >.<

Good night~
Dreaming about you~
Hoho~

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I ...............

Recently,
happened many things ,
happy come very fast ,
but, gone also fast ...
Sad , come very fast ,
but , gone very slow ....
I miss her , really miss her ,
" A boy Tears because he really LOVE the girl "
I'm agree .... but in other opinion ,
maybe disagree but I'm agree ,
I always hope she will be alright all the day,
happy all the day, happy all the time ,
talking with her I'm really happy ,
but something we can't avoid ,
we should carry on !
I miss her every time ,day, minutes, second ,
I really feel my false when she sad,angry or pek cek,
I will blame myself and think a lot ,
haiz~
I hate myself !! argh!!!!
I want go hit the wall !
but....how ?

I miss her ..........

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You're not sorry~

Today feel so sad again ,
why? why ?!
from now everytime listen LOVE STORY ,
my heart is hurt ~
no people care about me ,
me make she angry ~
I really stupid!!!! A piece of shit!!
only know crying ! but it more better for me!
tears is half of my life , sad ~
Always Crying just like 69,
but .... cry is more better !
shit~
why I'm just attitude like a girl~
because I really Love her!!
who will care!!
this is 2nd girl that my tears is come down for her...
can't write anything !!!!
She hate me ?!
hope she can ~

You're not sorry.............

Tears drops how much?
did you know ?
did you care ?





Lyrics:
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances
Everytime and all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I've figured you out
And you thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you
If I didn't know
Could have loved you all my life
If you had'nt left me waiting
In the cold
And you've got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
'Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh...


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Sadness ....

Today really sad,
why i'm so sad ?
really sad ...........
too much carries or worry about people
is true or false ?
maybe is false or maybe is true ,
how i know ? Cry ?
really want cry ~ because she say she HATE ME!
kidding ? I don't know~
A boy can't cry ? who say ?
for a man ,
crying is seriously then bleeding....
hurt ? maybe I'm the easily hurting boy...
yeah~ I'm lame , I'm just a shit ~
don't know what the girl are thinking,
I'm stupid , foolish , idiot !
Girl also don't know how to understand,
how can be a foolish boy like me !
whatever~
thanks she scolding me or whatever she done for me,
I really miss her much!
really sorry and a lot of sorry~
but just a sorry can settle ?
hope too ~


Bad mood ~
I miss you....
really , really miss .....
I'm always belong with you~


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Penang??

Hello~
Penang is a historical city,
I love penang so much ,
this is because penang got many chinese ,
haha~ penang is a good city,
no time to describe ,
want know about penang ?
come to penang ~
cuti cuti Penang.......


These day is 九王爺 days,
all of you may know ~
of course our city which call RAJA UDA ,
sure very many people ,
want know ? come to RAJA UDA....
all chinese people along all the road...


that days ~
I go euro theme park with some people ,
Cleo,Hui ming , yee kia , chaos ,douglas , me and her lor...
haha~ nice places , nice to see ,
want know ? want play ? come sungai petani lar....
but after playing ,
oh my god !! be ready to vomit .....
first time play that ,
yk very funny , all the time just screaming on there ~

here some photo ....

we play behind that horrible thing !!


COMMENT PLEASE...

I love penang but Korea......

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Music...

Long time didn't write blog~
everytime just say like that ...
recently, i see a nice korea movie,
that is BEETHOVEN VIRUS~
I really love it so much~And i finish watching yesterday~
Conductor Orchestra really a hard job ,
I like music before , but....Just no people support me,
I want buy violin soon ~ ^^ is time to learning some music ,
maybe its no too late ..... These day I always dreaming about music notes,
@.@ really happy and shock~ 2 days also dream about it~
Then, it give me an opinion,
I really hoped that i will enter the music university~
Can I ? Hope that ~ or maybe ~ or just a dream ?
But no matter how ~ I will learn it from now !!

Gambateh!! Alex !!
No matter how hard it is ! I will try it !

Good Maestro~Cool~

Watch it before regret!

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MUET....

Today is a important day that i wont forget...
MUET speaking , this is seriously problem for me ....
a lot of stress
and i can't believe that my examiner is my secondary school teacher !!
sorry that i can't mention is who ~ but just told yours...
when i saw him , me , darick , shanex and brson get shock !
whatever~ it already passed , nothing worry about it ,
this saturday muet test in my school ,
listening , reading , writing and speaking is done before...
good luck to my classmate and my friends and me too^^
today is so tired , after back from speaking test ,
from 3.xxpm sleep until 7.xxpm ! terrible ....
because yesterday practice a lot and today like panda....
practice is a lot but when exam like ..........haha~
just post some photo , hope you will comment it~ thanks a lot~

same session~~ IBM ...
My group with candidates...
Another group~

See that polyform can fly !! haha~ jut boring



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Moonlight party~

Yesterday night i go my friends hostel there,
cause got celebrate a party ,
i'm so happy because can met my friends again,
you know , i'm just a son in my family ,
so, i don't have any brother or sister ,
just like my friends so much~
every time , every second , every minutes ,
i also valued this ~ ^^ thanks~ my friend....
Afternoon i do some sushi go there,
they seem like very like my sushi ,
especially my sister ! haha~ love sushi until sot liao!
just very funny ~ and play some games ,
take some photo , talk nonsense , listen some song ,
bbq the food , eat , drink , sing, dance , and ....
thats all and me sleep at my friend hostel ,
we sleep at 4.++ am , @.@
oh my god ! so late and early ,
whatever ~ i'm happy , hope next year still celebrate again...

POST SOME PHOTO
Here We are!!
Where we look???We win the game ^^
my lovely food !! potato!! wowowowo!!!
Sushi~ nice ??
=.=
take from my friend~ i just do pattern , i know like shit ~ no need tell me T.T
When play the game ~ haha~~


will post other photo soon....waiting ~


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