回来了~

好久没写了,因为开心了很久却忘了如何伤心.
我不想写了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...

Wahaha!! Long time didn't meet my blog already ,
recently I really lost my way ,
and now ,
I had to create my own way myself ,
I no need everybody ,
I no need everyone ,
Because no one will help me
no one will care you ,
hurting is around ,
all will ignore you !
This called reality life ,
I won't hesitate again because I'm hurt..

學習..

很多人可以從事情中學習到東西,
很多人可以從很多方面學習到很多事,
很多人可以學習到成長,
很多人可以從中學習到快樂,傷心及痛!

我學習到快樂,開心,
我更學習到痛,流淚....

現在起,
我學習不再流淚,因為沒有意義,
我學習不再快樂,因為沒有理由,
我學習不再逗留,因為沒有珍惜.

我會學習成熟,
我會學習成長.

沒有了...就沒有了..
別再傻,
所謂天真,
不再純正.

別人能,我不能?

Not my post , but I post it ..

时间：一天晚上。
地点：躺在床上。
人物：相互喜欢的双方。
女生很想他，于是决定给他发一条短信：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要

降 温，多穿点衣服呀！！其实--- 其实--- 我现在挺想你的！！

考虑了一分钟，把短信改成：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降 温，多穿点衣服呀！！

又考虑了一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。

又一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？

又一分钟：

睡了吗？在干嘛？

然后，她按了确定发送的键！

( 叹气....)

男生的手机响了！男生抓起来一看果然是她，莫名的激动起来！ 赶紧给她回短信：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起 劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！其实-- 其实-- 咱们明天一起吃饭吧？

考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起 劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！

又考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。

又一分钟：

上网。

然后，他按了确定发送的键！

( 叹气....)

有没有试过这样的情况，你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢和他说 话。

写一个短信给你，到了最后一秒，居然就会删除。

左想右想，怕你知道我的心轻视我，怕哪句话说不好让你不开 心，
更怕的是，如果忙忘记了或者因为别的原因没有回应，有多么尴 尬。

写一封邮件给你，写了一千字，删除掉八百字。

去掉我想念你，去掉所有的心情，去掉天气，去掉自己刚刚看的 电影，
去掉自己昨天心情不好以及今天心情好的原因，去掉所有和感情 相关的字眼，
仿佛公事公办的，变成三行的邮件，到了最后，居然也没有发出 去。

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，
甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。

喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，看到的时 候，话都说不出来。

喜欢某个人，偏偏见到他，一句话没有。

看着旁边的朋友和他谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。

暗示或者表白心际，一句我爱你，永远不丢人。



如果我想你了
我会掏出手机
看看有没有你的短信

即使我知道
几率是那么的渺茫

如果我想你了
我会在手机上飞速的打下一连串的对你说的话
最后却始终没有按下发送的键
只是不想打扰你

如果我想你了
我会看我们的短信记录
不管是什么样的对话
始终有种甜蜜的感觉
因为在你面前
我好像总是长不大

如果我想你了
我会借同学的手机拨你的电话号码
然后假装打错的样子挂断
因为那样我会知道
你是停机关机还是开机

如果我想你了
我会想
你是不是会想我呢？
哪怕
只有一秒钟的时间...

如果我想你了
我会听你推荐给我的音乐
细品歌词中的字字句句

如果我想你了
我会把思念换作节拍
让它在双手交辉中流露

如果我想你了
我会学着你的语气对自己说话
有的话很假
有的话很肉麻

如果我想你了
我会照镜子
审视着这样的我
能否匹配这样的你

如果我想你了
我会哭
不会像以前那样给你电话给你短信
只会一个人躲在寝室偷着哭
然后
在你来电话的时候
假装放了静音 不接
之后平淡的发个短信回去
问你有事么

如果我想你了
其实没有如果
每天都很想你
电脑桌面是你
手机主题是你
Mp3相册是你
一切的一切都是你

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我想我想你了，你想我了吗？

Because of u..

If not her , maybe I lost myself in lonely..
If not her , maybe I failed without support.
If not her , maybe I sad without her courage .
If not her , maybe I will lazy forever .
and now .. Because of her , I fight for her !

說真的,我掉淚了..

雖然這不是我寫的,但我感受到....


昨天，他拒绝了她。
　　一直以来，她以为他总会在她的身后跟随，不论她什么

时 候需要他。因为他说过，他会等她一辈子的。可是，他食言了。
　　她和他是大学时候的同学。她16岁上大学，比他小两岁。 在学校里，她总是小妹妹，和很多男生关系都很好。当然，和他 特别要好
　　她确实是没有想过男女之情的，可能是因为她还小。直到 那一天，他突然面红耳赤地递给她一张电影票，期期艾艾地 说，这是一部爱情片。真是老土，老土得可爱。不过她还是 直截了当地拒绝他了。她说他不是她喜欢的类型，不会选择他 的，但是他没有退却。
　　接下来的时间里，他无时不刻地出现在她身边，关心她， 呵护她，什么事情，在她要做之前他已经抢先帮她做了。可 是她告诉他，他不是她喜欢的类型，不要再继续下去了。他说， 他会一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。
　　大学毕业后，他们俩都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一个 专业。研究生期间的所有实验难题，基本上都是他一手包办 了，连她的导师都和他的导师开玩笑：我那个师女婿呢？最近怎 么没有看见他了？
　　5年的研究生一下子过去了，她也到了 25岁的年纪。也确实考虑过选择他的。但是终究没有开口。为什么呢……可能还是觉得有些不完美。他总是一副邋里邋遢的样子，头发乱乱的，不修边幅。还有就是太瘦，虽然在南方人中不算太矮，却还不到一百斤，她还是比较喜欢运动型的男孩子。她直接了当地跟他说过她不选择他的原因，一向健谈的他沉默了好久。那时她倒是希望他能够听了这句话离开，但是他接着说：“我是对你最好的，这辈子都是。”
　　博士毕业后，她留校当老师，他选择了出国。当时同学们 给他送行，她没有伤感，反而有一种如释重负的感觉。那个 在她身边围绕了7年的人终于走了，她不用再喋喋不休地说， “我不喜欢你这个类型，你放弃吧”这样的话了。
　　很快她交了一个男朋友，他比她大6岁，家境很好，在他 父亲的公司上班，当了一个财务经理，一个月可以收入过万，房 子车子都有了。
　　可是交往深入下去，她就发现了差距。她说的话，他总是 嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他总是不能理解。这段感 情断断续续维持了一年半，终于还是分手了。这时候，她才 记起那个总是微笑地站在她身后，什么事情都不用她操心的他 来。
　　从小她都是优等生，考上的也是最好的大学之一。本科时 是直博生保送，博士时是优秀博士毕业。所以她觉得身边的人都 应该是这样子的，不用她费神地表达，可是她错了。
　　苦闷中她迎来了她的28岁生日。28岁的女人似乎就给 人另类的感觉了，虽然照镜子她没有什么自卑和苍老的感觉， 但是父母亲和朋友们都开始为她着急了。于是她开始了一轮一轮 地相亲。
　　那些相亲的对象，要么有钱而粗俗，要么木讷而迟钝，还 有就是唯唯诺诺不知所云。一个一个，都只让她更加想起天 边的那个他来。那个睿智、懒散、关切、幽默、善辩的他。
　　在她副教授评审述职会上，突然她发现了他。坐在台下， 眼睛还是那么明亮，人也还是那么瘦。头发看起来还是脏脏 的，拿着一支笔，坐在前排微笑着看着她。唯一的变化，似 乎就是苍老了一点，不再像那个没事就要和人家滔滔不绝争辩的 年轻人了。
　　原来他已经被学校作为人才引进回来了，不在她们系，但 是是一个学院。她还在报副教授的时候，学校已经答应给他 正教授的职位了。所以他有资格享受了一套不大不小的福利房， 在这个寸土寸金的城市，已经算是不错了。
　　他装修房子的时候她经常去他家给他参谋，似乎又回到了 四年前的日子，他给她端水，削水果，给她回答工作中的种种问 题。
　　那一天，他房子装修完了，邀她去吃饭。只有他们两个人， 晚上的灯光很美。她知道他要说什么，有点期待，又有点紧张。 果然他说，房子有了，缺一个新娘。
　　她装作没有听懂，其实她是希望他继续四年前那样的直白， 直截了当地说：这辈子我会让你知道我是对你最好的。但是他没 有。他只是喟了一口气，什么也没有说。
　　送她下楼的时候，他竟然握了握她的手，很紧很紧的，握 得她有些生疼。幸好他很快就放开了。然后招呼也没有打就走回 去了。
　　以后的日子就忽然尴尬起来，他碰见她也只是淡淡的，点 个头打个招呼。校车上也不和她坐一起。等车时也不和她说话。 她的硕士生答辩时请他来当委员，他也推脱了。
　　终于她看见他和别的女孩子在一起，说说笑笑的，她心里 确实酸酸的，莫名其妙的还有些愤怒。她最好的朋友劝她说， 他大三开始追她，她就算倒过去追他一回又有什么？都要快三十 岁的人了。
　　可是，当她鼓起平生最大的勇气和他说的时候，他居然面不 改色地说，“我已经有女朋友了！”
　　她也听说过他交女朋友了，但是怎么可能这么快呢？从她 十九岁到现在，这么多年的感情，难道他一下子忘记了吗？他不 是说过等她一辈子的吗？
　　昨天晚上她哭了一晚上。这么多年来她从没有这么哭过。难 道男人真的这么容易转移感情吗？真的吗？
我之所以把这篇文章放在这是想提醒自己也提醒看过此文章的 人：珍惜身边的人，尊重别人的感情。每个人都有自己的另 一半，别因为他（她）有缺点而冷落她（他）因为他（她） 爱你才让自己的缺点暴露在你面前，因为他（她）想爱是可 以承载一切的，别让他（她）等的太久，当心死了，所有的一切 也都结束了！珍惜你爱的人。

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请耐心一点将这个很短的故事看完……


一个朋友说，追她很久的那个男孩今天结婚了。
我说，你想怎么样呢？人家喜欢了你那么久都无动于衷……
她说，去参加了婚礼。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帅。好像第一次觉 得他也蛮有魅力的，怎么当初就没发觉呢？
她说，原本觉得自己从来没有爱上他，
但在新娘新郎交换戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。
她说，最难过的，不是你爱的人不爱你，而是爱你很多年的那个 人，转身离去。

当看见那个说爱你一辈子，等你一辈子的人，给另外一个女孩子 的无名指带上戒指的时候，你能听到自己心碎的声音。

今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是 你。

他在全封闭训练的时候，为了能给她打电话，他都要走很远很远 的路，去公用电话亭。
冬天飘着雪，很冷。
她却还不耐烦的说，干嘛没事总给我打电话？
她不知道他在那边已经冻的不行了。
他只是想听听她的声音。
现在，她想起这些来，脸上还是会洋溢着幸福的微笑。
然后定过神来，看着眼前这对新人……
新郎依旧是他，但是他的甜言蜜语海誓山盟，却再也不是为她所 说。

有多少人一辈子承诺爱一个人又付诸行动了呢？
当努力了好多年依然没有结果的时候，谁还会一直等你呢？
终于明白，我们都能勇敢的面对——你爱的人不爱你，
但是，谁都无力面对—— 一个爱你很久很久的人转身离去。
那种骄傲，那种幸福，荡然无存。

请珍惜身边默默爱你的人。
用心呵护和把握每一份真爱。

不要对那些真诚付出的爱意熟视无睹，
不要等突然意识到失去时才后悔莫及。

或许，当他有一天真的离开了，
你会发现，
真正离不开彼此的，
是你，
不是他……

几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，
我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你,
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过……
但是，请允许我说这样自私的话，
多年后，
你若未娶，
我还未嫁，
那，
我们能不能在一起？？

Omg...

Yesterday ,
I make a horrible dream .
In dream , I dead already ,
I want quickly wake up and see the truth ,
I wake up just wake said something,
but my eye cannot open ! I very scare that I really death ,
luckily she send me a message and I get shocked ,
omg ...... Why I became like that !
Is that too stress for me ? or what else ?
where are you !!! Please , I need YOU ...

Recently ,
raining ...
miss her , gud 9

怎麼办...

最近,
身體不是很好,
一直生病,
發燒,咳嗽,感冒都來了,
咳嗽是唯一到現在都不能好的.

這幾個星期以來,
都很壓力,很煩,
為甚麼一些事總會發生在我身上,
不是一件事,是很多事,
一次過要把你弄垮了,
這是上天在試探我嗎?
還是要磨練我的忍耐?
真的搞到這樣的地步嗎?

我心一直想,
如果上天要我這樣,
我接受,我相信上天,
天給你遭遇都有個啟示,
上天都會給你美麗的安排,
上天看的是你的心.

如果上天要你做,
你就做,
真心的去做,
上天不會虧待你,
有些事,
我沒完成,
請上天原諒......

求天能給我一次機會...

最後,
也希望她能陪我走下去,
因爲,
她的給我的力量很大.

Sorry...

Yesterday I did a stupid thing ,
hurt she again ,
what the hell I'm doing !
I hate myself now ,
what I do is not hurt her ,
is protect her and give her warm ,
argh! What a stupid foolish people ,
I hate myself and felt sorry starting yesterday ,
why ! Sorry , baby....

Is that finally answer ?

today ,
or can say tonight ,
what should I do ?
What I scared about !
a little stupid Pekcek ?
I don't care anymore ,
I really try my best to get u now ,
not I din try it before ,
but now ,
I using my strength and I won't talk easily ,
u better waiting my surprise ....
hope that will be fine...........................
You said you not a little girl ,
I know ,
what I know just doing my position ,
I knew I din do anything ,
I knew I just "talk",
what for u maybe a "simple talk",
you don't understand ,
I din tell but how u understand ,
haiz~ What is a wonderful world ?
YOU ! I will take next step ,
a very special next step ,
hope u can wait ...
If cannot wait , must wait too~
is that finally message from u ?
but ,
I really get many different experience when I met u ...........

Sad...

Nothing ,

everything is nothing ,

nothing is everything ,

I lost something ,

her ....

I lost what else ?

her !

I lost her concern ,

no more ,

no more ,

not anymore ....

death ~~

Fever is around me ,

I hate this much ,

what's going on with the weather ,

what's going on with the people ,

and her ?

all is nothing ...

sad and disappointed ..

absent exam for 3 day ,

because of fever ,

and really need her concern and comfort ,

nothing !

exhaust all energy just get a little concern ...

Open minded ~~~~~

SAD ! ALEX !

Lost..

Hello here ,
just talking some special ...
for me is special but for yours maybe not ,
I'm Alex ,
lost in homework world ,
lost in school life ,
suck in knowledge ,
but , I lovin it ~

Don't know what I'm talking about ,
just ...
miss her ....

These days ...

Hello again ~
This blog is about these day where I hang out ..
Firstly ,
I forgot which day already,
My friend (Darick , Kevin , Jason ) and I go Penang ,
these day went to Penang only ....
We go Kek Lok Si then Gurney Plaza ..
Here we are ~~
We take at the ferry but inside don't have me, I'm camera man ^^ ..

Next day ,
We go our friends hometown ---> Bagan Serai,Perak.
Quite long distance for us from Penang ,
about 1 hour ,
I felt tired because I'm driver ^^
but happy because not me 1 person became driver ,
but 6 person include me....We can lap together ~~ haha~
I break the rules first ... XP
After that we went to Taiping Sentral ,
I don't want talk so much on here ...

Here we are
Name list :
1.Alex
2.Darick
3.Shanex
4.Allen Tan
5.Mashimaro
6.Chris Ting
7.Zhi Wei
8.Ee Mei
9.PYK
10.Lim Yen Chin
11.Mun Suk Lai
12.Wei Hong
13.Jasmine
14.Brian Bin
15.Beh kia CGS
16.Phei Shi
17.Nicole Low
18.Mr Thinking-Ah Khor
19.Ah fat
Thanks u all~~~
Hope next year we still can played together ...

Next day ,
I felt so suddenly ,
because they comes to my house ,
haha"~ Quite surprise huh ~
Here the photo ....
Next day again ,
I followed Jason Foong went to Proton Sdn.Bhd ,
because he said he want to change lubricants ,
so , is time to let me know more ..
here we are ~
Proton Company ...

After that ,
I just mentioned where I go at the night,
I go V-spot with secondary school's classmate ,
then we went to bloggers that at Raja Uda ,
the photo shown who have attend this party ^^

Happy hour is passed ,
is time to back to school again
time for fighting ,
don't lazy ,
because u planning to fail ...

Gambateh ~
U too , my deax..... haha~~~

Chinese New Year + Happy Valentine day

Hi everyone ,
How you celebrate Chinese New Year when Valentine Day is coming at the same day ?
For me ,
I choose celebrate chinese new year with my family ,
because family is important for me .
Did u saw the percentage that show which one u want to celebrate shows from TV News ?
Half and above choose celebrate with family .
Besides this ,
although u celebrate with your family but don't let your couple cool down ,
okay?

Wish yours Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine day ...

My ang pao no enough =)
Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!

Alex Gambateh...

Wow!
Busy again ~
New years almost coming ,
happy but cannot find that feeling ,
seem like nothing with this celebration ,
but still not bad because holiday for me ,
teacher treat us very nice,
holiday about 1 week like that ,
still enough ~
I had to study hard for my future ,
mu future ?
Every just think about these question ,
where is my future ?
No answer yet ...
Where is our future ?
No answer yet ...
Where is your future ?
How I know ...
Just study hard and had to learned more ,
right ?

Besides this ,
I know that she learning swimming now ,
so many skills she learning ,
piano , drum , swimming , dancing and what else ?
She learned the skill but I learned the knowledge ,
I don't have so much skill ,
no one are perfect but we are trying to be perfect ,
yeah ~ That's right ,
but can you ?

Sure , if you try ,
I always support you not matter you in what position ,
happy always around you ....^^

Busy...

Oh my gosh !
Recently really busy until no time sleep ,
I like sleeping ,
haiz~
So many thing want to do ,
and me now stay at hostel already ,
but not whole week but few days ,
because sometime we school until very late ,
if want back home sure tired ,
long journey for us if want go back ,
no choice ,
we had to stay at there ...
April will intake for lower student ,
timetable sure changing ,
hope the time won't make us suck ,
because really no time hang out and relax ,
long time didn't go shopping already ,
see some movie , play some video game ,
just study study study ,
now I really call BIG HEAD already .

In other way ,
I enjoyed my school day ,
I love economic and business so much ,
but in account ,
I trying concentrate to it ,
hope it works ,
MUET is nearing too ~
Band 3 !! but I want band 4 ,
hope me can ....

I want become more intelligent and interesting people ,
Gambateh ! Especially is YOU ! u know I'm talking to u ...

What do you want from me ?

Recently ,
I miss her so much ,
I almost lost myself ,
because we getting less contact ,
maybe she really want me became stronger ,
I want tell her ,
I won't down ,
because I won't let her down ,
I didn't forget her every moment ,
every time at school ,
when teacher is teaching in front me ,
but ,
I still hold my phone ,
hope can she send me a message ,
I knew that she won't do that ,
but ,
I just waiting ....

I just want her ...
She might have gave me everything ,
but ,
I just want little bit from her ,
this enough for me ...

I would give myself away ~
Not away from her but lonely ...
I won't give up ,
never !

What happen on me ?
Lost my way ,
while busy on daily life but I felt something lost ,
is her !
Almost losing.........



This week ,
we have been informed that our school will holiday at Chinese new year ,
happy because can rest ,
sad because what can I done ?
Lazy when heard holiday ,
I want go school !
I love my school day !

無奈..

在人生里我們有很多東西要學,
學無止境,
活到老,學到老,
這才是我們要的,
你經歷了很多並不代表你最厲害,
別人經歷的你沒經歷過,
你算厲害嗎?
厲害在你驕傲,
你了解但你不會謙虛,
這算得了什麼...

我們要學會謙虛,
學會長進,
學會成熟,
這才是重點...

人不是萬能,
但人會思考,
有判斷能力,
會分辨是非,
而且,
還會計較,做兩頭蛇,
更爱享受,
吃好的,睡好的,穿好的,
還浪費金錢及糧食,
不會珍惜現在,
只會計較過去....

貪心,自私,計較,
人最厲害,
愛心,慈悲,喜舍,
這些人都有,
很少,
若說很多,
大部分都是表面...

著名的慈善家,
為甚麼他們會出名,
因為要炫燿,
要全世界人的他的模樣,
好讓全世界都尊敬他,
認為他是大好人,
虛偽....

真正的慈善,
並非在表面,
若有心,
私底下把錢捐出去,
不用經過剪彩或哪一張超大的支票,
在媒體面前擺個姿勢,
這叫大愛...

人類只顧面子,
怕丟臉,
怕別人覺得你怎樣怎樣,
而且,
不認錯....

每日三省,
時常反省,
不要一點就不爽,
小小的不爽,
會照成大大的影響..

大事化小事,
小事化無,
難嗎???
有心不難,
沒心在想都難....

人類最大的敵人是自己!!!!!


(持續...)

Please Take a look...Haiti earthquake...

Hi everyone ,
did you know what happened to this world now ?

That's right ~ Disaster ...
On 12 January 2010 ,
Haiti was hit disaster by earthquake .
When I heard about this from news ,
I feel sad .. Speechless ..

How do you think ?
If you lost your family ,
if you lost all the property ,
lost the most loving person ....

Did you feel that ?
I feel console after I saw the latest news just now ,
because US and other country trying to lend helping hand ,
I hope I can help in relief because I love this kind job ,
trying to find people ,
when you found a people alive ,
you will feel that's how happy you are ,
when you found a bodies ,
you will feel that what is sadness really are ...
Did you saw any article that about Haiti earthquake ,
if not ,
please search some article from Google ,
after this ,
you will found that how luckily you are ...

Then ,
let us thanked to GOD ,
because we still live at peaceful place without disaster ,
because we still live with our family/neighbors ,
because we still can playing joke to each other ,
because we still have rich food to enjoy ..

So ,
Please !
Treasure what you have now ,
treasure everything happened around you now ,
because THEY don't have chance to treasure anymore ,
after you get this ,
you will feel meet because this is enough for you ,
I feel enough what I have now ,
no more demand ,
thanked to GOD ....

GOD !
Please rescue them ,
they need your help !
Do you hear me ?
I'm talking to YOU ....


In other way ,
I miss her again ,
everyday ,
non-stop ~~
I glad because ,
we still together ...



Here some link about Haiti earthquake
Take a look !
Don't give up !
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1243417/Haiti-earthquake-Furious-survivors-pile-corpses-road-blocks-demand-emergency-aid.html

對或錯?

(某某學校-我的學校)
今天,
平常一樣的到學校享受天堂般的溫度,
冷氣...好舒服...
當上到最後一節了,
發生了一些事情.

造反?爭辯?辯論?演講?
我不曉得,
其實事情是這樣發生的.

就當時的情況是這樣.

就發生這樣的事.

當時 , 老師走了進來準備開始教書,
當時我看的他春風滿面的進來,
也許心情很不錯,
過後,老師就問起同學們:
" 你們有坐回我安排給你們的坐位嗎? "
我們就說沒有,
因為不久前換取別班的同學都被校長調回來了,
本來我們的座位都被其他同學坐了,
那麼被調回來的同學,
也是坐回老師安排給他們的位子,(在他們換班後的-也就是說他們換去的班)
所以我們有些的位子都和他們都一樣，
就照成沒跟著位子坐的言論，
過後在這混亂當中，
有一位同學－ｘ同學，
雖然我不知道爲什麽，
也不知道發生什麽，
那麽這位ｘ同學就說了一句話，
不要浪費時間。
那麽，這句話，
老師聼了就問是誰講的，
這位同學很老實就舉起手，
就被命令站起來然後被趕出班，
雖然這位同學很不願意，
因為老師說：你不出去，我出去．
這位同學自己就走了出去，
那種被趕的感覺不好受．
也許她說了這句話有她的原因．
老師說這是她的態度，
老師說過，他安排我們的座位有他的用意，
也許他想要我們不要抄，
所以我們被安排的座位旁邊不一定是你的朋友．

過後，
事情就開始發生了，
就ｘ同學的朋友就開口說話了，
就和老師辯論起來（不是吵架），
就說老師安排高的人在前面，
矮的人在前面看不到，
又說班太小，因為人太多，
連爸爸都拿出來講了，
等等之類的東西．


然後，
老師說以後誰先到誰坐前面，
不用爭，
過後，
不爽什麼都通通說清楚，
老師就說了幾句話，
帶有點微笑，有點生氣，有點傷心，
其實老師每次做那麼多東西，
例如：１．同學沒來上課，就被叫去辦公室，
　　　　　我有被叫過，老師很好，沒罵人，
　　　　　好好講，對我來說，軟的方式比硬的方式來得更有效．
　　　２．每日要管好我們的態度．
　　　３．很多東西忙，我懶惰寫．
老師有責任在身，所以要管好我們，
我明白老師的用心良苦，
有多少人明白呢？
老師很久以前说過，
要站在別人的立場想，
有時老師要處理很多學生的問題，
好人壞人老師當，老師扛，
做老師不簡單，
老師問了我們，
我趕她你們覺得我錯嗎？我安排你們的座位我做錯了嗎？
我叫你們不要在班按電話，不可以嗎？
過後，
又有幾位同學在加柴加油，
火當然燒更大，
老師就走了，
不教書了．

當然，
有不少人看起來是不爽這幾位同學，
我不懂他們的恩恩怨怨，
非要這個ｘ同學道歉不可，
班長說既然老師都算了，（因為班長找了老師談談）
老師要我們自己搞定好先．

事情就這樣的發生了．．．．．．

同學們，
家有家規，校有校規，國有國法，
雖然我們付錢了，
我們不是最大，
我們不是一切，
規則也是要守，
老師講我們是為了我們好，
而不是爽爽說你們幾下，
老師做的都有的他用意所在，
不是沒事做．．．

給那些同學們，
你們每對也沒錯，
你們說的是真是假沒人知道，
唯有你們自己知道，
也許你們是在幫ｘ同學說話，
還是什麼我不知道，
我們全班都要好好檢討自己，
不是這些同學而已，
我們也要，
因為事情發生在你面前，
雖然不是你解決，
但你要想想，
萬一發生在你身上呢？

至於ｘ同學要不要道歉，
這個問題誰都沒資格管，
因為問題是在於她，
不是你們，
她要道歉，
自然的，她自己會去，
不要道歉，
她自己決定可以了．

給那些添柴下火的同學，
好好檢討你們的行為，
當做之前想想自己這樣做對嗎，
其實你們的行為可以害了一個人，
當一個人生氣時，
我們不可以這樣做，
換這是你，
別人生氣了，
別人添柴下火看看，
看看你的後果．

我對這件事情的發生，
不知要說什麼，
我不偏任何一方，
沒對舆錯，
唯有檢討，
這是我的想法，
也許這就是人生，
無奈．．．．

希望接下來可以好好過寧靜的生活．．．
同學們，加油在你們的學業，
這才實際．．．．

注意：我要澄清！！！！！
　　　個位，以上是發生的事情，別怪我，我只是描述者．．
　　　有些地方不可透露，請給各位不便請見諒，
　　　當然，看了一定有意見，
　　　請把你的意見post在我的facebook，
　　　謝謝．．．

Better life...

Day is passing ,
life is going ,
time is reaching ...
What should I do ?
What have I done before ?
Everyday just passed my life with nothing ,
I realized that I grow up ,
have I ?
I don't know ,
I hate myself why I so easily get hurt..

Thank to my mother treat me so well but strictly ,
thank to her ,
without her ,
maybe I lost myself ,
with her ,
I felt that I become stronger ,
no more crying ,
upset will make you tired ,
right ?
I know that feeling ...

Long time didn't met my cute baby ,
I lost my way ,
no more special in my life ,
but ,
I still happy because still can miss her ,
I feel warm ,
I will miss her every second ,
expect I'm sleeping ...

Actually ,
I very sad just now because my mother ,
always argue ,
but these argument make me grow up ,
make me mature ,
not more childish ,
please ~
Changing yourself ....

But,
still need her comfort ...

I want hug my baby ~~ =(

Study hard,,

As you can seen ,

my blogger background always changing,

many people complain to me that my background make them lag ,

so they can't read well ,

speechless ....

meanwhile ,

I felt suck with these background ,

html make me crazy ,

always change the code without any idea ,

I'm away from these things now ,

so ,

I better change back to my old style ,

do back yourself ,

this is real ....

Recently ,

IBM student sure busy ,

everyone , every person ,

because of time table ,

My most late time to release school is 7.30pm ,

incredible !

But , I like this ,

because that day is our big big teacher teach us ,

Mrs.Ooi ~ My favorite teacher ^^

If she is my grandma ,

I surely happy ,

because can know many from her ,

she can talk so many morality thing to us ,

just like our grandma ,

talk non-stop ,

but ,

meaningful ...

One thing ,

I felt very dissatisfied ,

because of my exam result ,

very very very super bad ,

so sad and anger with myself ,

the result will shown that how word hard you are ,

this is the mark of my hardworking ,

But ,

I didn't lazy ,

but ,

why ?

My point no enough or what else ?

Not clear ? or no point ?

One teacher of us who teach our business,

he very strictly when marking our paper ,

he say all answer is XXXX ,

how I know he so strictly ,

he said if he release some then our answer will wrong forever ,

no ching cai !

So , after this ,

I want work hard !!! More work hard ,

u too ~ My friend , don't give up ,

keep going !

MUET result will release one next Monday ,

hope my result not make me fell ,

band 3 is enough for me ,

can pass is enough for me ,

I don't have any demand ,

enough ...

In other way ,

my trial exam result will send back on 25 Jan 2010 ,

nervous ...

Hope my parent will considerate me ~~

Today ,

after break time ,

I met some L6Ak friend ,

we just have a little little gathering on there ,

just talking our passed ,

hope our ex-monitor will held a little gathering for our L6AK ,

waiting .....

These days ,

I found that I'm 19 already ,

seem like old already ,

wanna become mature already ,

hope can become mature ,

some people said my face is mature but my personality like child ,

always do some crazy or alternative abnormal thing/action ,

so ,

I must change ,

change become mature ,

all bad habit should drop ,

isn't ?

Another special thing ,

what thing ?

of course is my baby lah ,

haha~~

Miss her very much because recently she busy on something ,

I busy + she busy = less connection

miss her + miss her = miss2 her

miss2 her x infinity = infinity miss2 her ^^

Good night to the beautiful work ,

keep going !

Unhappy day for her..

Today
still same with my daily life,
school life,
I like study~

But,
I miss her every moment ^^

Today
I sneezing non-stop ,
maybe she talking about me or missing me ,
hope she missing me, XD
I don't know ,
or somebody talking about me ,
haha~

Just now ,
she grandma has pass away,
she sure felt sad ,
hope she won't cry,
sad is from heart not from eye ,
I know she sad ....

I want comfort her ,
hope she can let me comfort ,
I will use all my strength let her happy...

GOD~
Please take away my happy and send to her ,
I want her sadness ,
please change our mood,
I don't want see her sad ,
I don't want see her cry,
I , I , I ..............

Baby~
Gambeteh !
I'm always on you ...

Same again~

Today

5/1/2010

School life ...

I like my school life,

study non-stop,

but sometime very boring,

feel sleepy,

but...

It's ok to me ,

I want study!!

Everyday I think like that,

at my school can learned many thing,

knew many information that you don't know,

because all of these information is experience from our teacher,

so,

I like listen the story,

sometime teacher will take some history,

I like history so much,

not local history but foreign history ,

I felt that I like economy this amazing subject,

teacher said that economic is study about human behavior,

got supply sure got demand,

got up sure got down,

got good sure got bad,

I like these situation...

In other way,

My account very bad,

I think I want more focus on it,

hope my friend will help us when I need them,

appreciate~

Why I want study hard?

50%-My parent

I want give my parent have a good future .

25%-My future

I study sure decide my future life .

25%-My cute dear

Although we don't not got future or not,

but because of her I feel more important to study,

because of her I feel more power . =) XD

Another special percentage

100%-That guy who trying insult my dear and me,

We are innocent but from his eye we seem like killer !

I don't care so much already ,

he trying challenge my patience ,

no more insulting ! no more wronged ! no more arrogant !

Today

she don't have a good mood,

sad ,

because something happened ,

I don't think that you really nothing,

I'm worry about you now,

be happy little bit ,

I don't want see you sad.

Gambeteh again!

School opening..

4/1/2010

Today

going school with happy mood,

long time no go school already,

I like went to school ,

because

1. Can meet my friend

2. Got air condition ^^

3. Can sleep

4. Learn more

But,

Upper six life is so suck,

IBM

today we release school at 6.30pm

from 7.45am-6.30pm,

this is our school time for Monday ,

cool , awesome , nice , amazing , unbelievable.

Treat us really nice,

for you,

You want ?

Today,

Sometime don't know why I miss her so much,

but,

did you miss me ??

I got gave pay attention on study too~

I want study hard...

I want success ,

I told myself everyday ,

because I cannot give HIM look me down ,

I want help my dear .

Gambateh !

My Dear~

We cannot let him so arrogant !

I will support you every moment .

New year New Alex....

New year still closing with us,

I'm Alex Chew want tell the world,

I will show YOU !

I want show YOU !

I want success ...

I want work hard !

Study !

Nothing will stop me...

...

Alex

Gambateh!!

My Dear

&

My Sister

Gambateh!!

Year 2010..

2009.12.31

Yesterday night ,

I accompany her find her best friend,

because they long time didn't meet,

I though that was a good night for us,

but something happened on her .

On that time ,

I felt angry because of someone trying to hurt her,

insulting her , I hate him ,

but I can't..

Because he is our predecessors ,

never mind ! I will show to him ...

I will show him that I not a loser ,

I like my girl , you cannot do anything on us ,

I like her , this is my choice ,

I want show to you that I really like my girl..

After this ,

I felt that she became more patience then before.

On that time ,

she release all her anger ,

enough to create misunderstandings ,

I worries her,

but she said she OK ,

but I saw her not well,

then I fetch her back home.

When I on the way to home,

I think many many things ,

really really many ,

I almost crazy ,

Ladies and gentlemen ,

If your lover give people insult like that ,

how you feel ?

On that time ,

I almost crazy and want hit what I saw,

but ..... I drive car ...

140KM/s only~

If can , I hope can more fast ..

Maybe this is the way that I release my stress ,

I telling myself ,

I want become a intelligent human ,

I want to show him that I not die!

Although my body is death but my heart never death forever!!!!

I want learn everything ,

I want work hard ,

I want prove to everyone I'm not a loser !!!

Today ,

1.1.2010

A new year is reaching.

I fetch her and her friend hang out to Penang,

I still happy because can accompany her ,

because after school opening ,

maybe I will busy ,

but...I never change my heart to her ,

she still important for me ,

but ,

I will prove anything to that guy that I got ability to like her,

I just want tell YOU !

I won't let you see me like a fool, idiot or what else ,

you say right , I will say you wrong ,

you turn left, I turn right ,

I and Baby won't let myself fall because of you!!

My dear ,

Let us fight for him!

We work hard together,

OK?