Year 2010..

2009.12.31

Yesterday night ,

I accompany her find her best friend,

because they long time didn't meet,

I though that was a good night for us,

but something happened on her .

On that time ,

I felt angry because of someone trying to hurt her,

insulting her , I hate him ,

but I can't..

Because he is our predecessors ,

never mind ! I will show to him ...

I will show him that I not a loser ,

I like my girl , you cannot do anything on us ,

I like her , this is my choice ,

I want show to you that I really like my girl..

After this ,

I felt that she became more patience then before.

On that time ,

she release all her anger ,

enough to create misunderstandings ,

I worries her,

but she said she OK ,

but I saw her not well,

then I fetch her back home.

When I on the way to home,

I think many many things ,

really really many ,

I almost crazy ,

Ladies and gentlemen ,

If your lover give people insult like that ,

how you feel ?

On that time ,

I almost crazy and want hit what I saw,

but ..... I drive car ...

140KM/s only~

If can , I hope can more fast ..

Maybe this is the way that I release my stress ,

I telling myself ,

I want become a intelligent human ,

I want to show him that I not die!

Although my body is death but my heart never death forever!!!!

I want learn everything ,

I want work hard ,

I want prove to everyone I'm not a loser !!!

Today ,

1.1.2010

A new year is reaching.

I fetch her and her friend hang out to Penang,

I still happy because can accompany her ,

because after school opening ,

maybe I will busy ,

but...I never change my heart to her ,

she still important for me ,

but ,

I will prove anything to that guy that I got ability to like her,

I just want tell YOU !

I won't let you see me like a fool, idiot or what else ,

you say right , I will say you wrong ,

you turn left, I turn right ,

I and Baby won't let myself fall because of you!!

My dear ,

Let us fight for him!

We work hard together,

OK?