不夠...

對於這一次我去云頂的感受,

給了我很深的回憶,

3天2夜,

真的不夠...

快樂的時光真的過的很快,

很快很快,

我和她在一起的時刻也很少,

真的不夠....

很懷念,

總覺得這一次的感覺,

很好很好,

從來沒那麼好,

那晚的時間,

真的不夠....

自從回來後,

她真的佔了我心的一部分,

無時無刻都想她,

很奇怪,

每次深深的想她,

都會掉下淚,

因為,

我真的感動了....

如今,

我的生活開始有了色彩,

因為她,

有了她,

就算在困難的事都變得容易解決,

就算在心酸的是都變得容易忍受,

因為那種感覺,

沒人懂,

只有體會...

我和她的距離從此我都不覺得遠,

因為我想她...

希望能一直一直的

保持著,

希望能一直一直的

儲存著,

一直一直一直一直保持著下去

Sweet Memories..

This time I go Genting with some friends include her,

haha~

Really gave me a worth trip and sweet memories to me,

I also can't believe it,

I like this relation,

more closer,

just....

Nothing can describe my happiness ,

every time also stayed with her ,

everywhere I also follow her ,

worth~

Next year I sure want go again if got chance ,

sure got chance ,

because next year I will organize trip to Genting again,

just post some photo on facebook...

Thanks .. I miss you ~

My dear~

煩煩煩...

好討厭最近,

發生太多事了,

太多了...

媽媽,

她,

錢....

太多了...

累~~~~

有誰能救救我..

相信,願意...

昨天,

沒在家,

因為,

又事情要忙,

看到她了,

又想起了,

又想她了...

有人說,

喜歡一個人,

不要放感情,

我在想,

有誰,

喜歡人,

愛一個人,

談戀愛,

交往,

是不放感情,

不可能,

不可能不會,

完全不可能,

感情一放,

要接受她對你的反應,

反應好,

你會很很很開心,

反應壞,

你會很很很傷心,

她不睬你了,

你會很難過,

痛在心,

心,

不能控制,

痛得...

就算你傷害自己,

那時的你,

不會感到痛,

過了,

就痛了,

那時,

只希望她能給你安慰,

她安慰你了,

你的痛,

都覺得沒什麼..

這是什麼

愛?

喜歡?

恨?

討厭?

我不懂

我痛

我傷

我愛

我喜歡

我願意

但,

從不,

後悔,

討厭,

恨..

我,

笨?

痴?

呆?

傻?

不是.

是我,

愛她

疼她

相信她

支持她

她說的

我聽

我做

我相信

她做的

我接受

我相信

我支持

我相信她

因為

我相信她不會騙我.

因為

我很喜歡她..

有人,

認為

我

笨,

不值得,

不需要,

癡情,

愚蠢,

無聊.

有人,

認為

我,

對,

加油,

你可以的,

專一,

幸福.

我認為

只要

她開心

我願意

她

對或錯

我

都認為她對

因為

我愛她

包容

相信

因為

這一切

我願意

What the ... !

Today I break the record ,

because I write blog now,

usually I wrote it on midnight or night...

Since I'm back from Apex ,

nothing can do ...

Boring ~ Always boring ...

I think I should learn some English ,

I just know Local English !

When I saw my friend who wrote the blog,

Oh My GOD !

So deep for me...

I want upgrade !

Upgrade ~ Upgrading ....

Bye..Boring Holiday...

Wish my friend boring too~

Haha..

Don't beat me, I also boring...

什麼東西..

今天的天氣特別熱,

熱到....

今天早上還是一樣,

參老朋友去吃個早餐,

到old town聊個天,

吃點小吃...

過後,

去剪個毛(頭髮),

現在的理髮店越來越好賺,

摸一摸,剪一剪,

幾十塊,

夠吃幾頓,

沒辦法,

愛美嘛,

就要犧牲...

過後,

吃藥,

睡覺.....

唉`

偶爾都會想起她,

無奈啊~~

可見她是多麼的重要,

不敢對未來有甚麼渴望,

現在面對才是重要........

好無聊的人生啊,

人生,

現在才不到兩張,

就說人生,

哈...

偶爾說說人生也不能比前輩厲害,

老人家常說,

'我吃鹽躲過你吃米'

我在想,

不如我們講講米,

不講鹽,

那麼他們不就沒話講了嗎??

蠻無聊的我,

想那些沒用的,

哈哈~~~

慘了,

寫著寫著,

想起了她,

T.T

下星期要去云頂了,

好期待,

渴望 o.0

不會是失望吧??

自我安慰,

自我陶醉,

希望能留下很美好的回憶吧```

睡覺....美麗的世界....

唉`

她今天很早睡,

我很多事可是說不出,

她又累了,

我也很累,

心總是悶悶不樂,

你在乎我嗎???

我很想你........

瘋了...

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!

好悶的一天,

每天這樣下去都快瘋了~~~

早上睡到十二點才醒,

那個咳嗽藥水實在太厲害了,

1天吃3次,1次1湯匙,3湯匙睡整天,

厲害吧??

3湯匙我就能睡整天,

我現在懷疑他到底是不是安眠藥,

這樣也好,

可以浪費時間,

原本我媽的朋友要我去他的店打工,

我不要, 太悶了,

而且現在難得放假,

也是時候休息了........

最近,

愛上了攝影,

覺得攝影的人生很不錯,

多姿多彩,

可以拍下自己最喜歡的畫面,

把美麗的時間停頓著,

多麼美好.....

攝影可以讓我忘記不開心的事,

有了攝影這個愛好,

真的改變人生,

也許拍的不是很好,

但也要吸取更多經驗,

才能拍取更好的畫面,

攝影,我愛上了你.......

每次上blogger,

就會想想寫關於她,

但回头想想,

又是很想放棄了她,

但不能,忘不了,放不下,

放了,我會後悔,

放了,我會墮落....

墮落,真的嗎???

也許不是那麼嚴重,

感覺是說不出,

也無法來形容,

體會,才是真正的領悟,

體諒,才是真正的包容,

我喜歡她,

也許對眾人來說是癡情,

對我來說是期待.............

愛情,

周圍的朋友都有了他們的'另一半',

也許是幻覺,

過了不久,散了,

再見還是朋友,

再見不是朋友了,

從朋友變情人再變朋友???

不可能,

從朋友在變情人再敵人,

這才是結局嗎???

渴望一段簡單的愛情幾乎每個人都有,

這個渴望不再是失望,

而是期望,希望,

緣分真的是作弄人,

弄得人不像人,鬼不像鬼,

狗屁不如,沒方向感，

緣分，妄想.....

算了,

累了，

走了，

瘋了.......................

無盡的愛在哪裡???

Hooooooooooooooooo~

Today exam finish already,

so happy , can relax ,

just trial exam but seem like STPM ,

all so hard working ,

but passed already ...

In other ways , I feel sad also ,

because today is last day on lower six ,

my friend will change class next year ,

friendship is not easy to build up ,

sure miss them soon......

After exam,

me and darick go old town eat breakfast ,

here some photo~ Just take mine one ~ haha~

Just now back from pesta,penang...

walao~ At there almost 80% is malay ,

There really became malay world , before I'm still child , got many show , now , all sell malay things , but also good , can see malay traditional things.............

Tired!

Lazy write...

Go genting soon....

zzzz!

被爱,去愛,相愛...

被爱,應該是很幸福的.

去愛,沒有想像的愚蠢.

相愛,可以非常的單純.

這三句話,對我很深.

被爱,曾被愛...

去愛,時常愛...

相愛,很想愛...

愛一個不愛你的人,

可說快樂也可說傷心,

快樂,找到你可以愛的人.

傷心,你愛她她不愛你.

愛一個人,可以很久,很用心,

被愛的人可能很開心,

但去愛的也會開心,

因為他愛上了他愛的人,

被愛不開心了,

去愛的全力與赴的去逗,

就算被愛不開心,

去愛的也想辦法讓被愛快樂,

因為去愛不想看被愛不快樂,

被愛不快樂,去愛也會不快樂,

去愛所做的只想被愛的開心....

愛久了,被愛的開始想念了去愛,

但不想相愛,去愛唯有等被愛,

希望被愛能接受去愛,

去愛很想相愛,

因為去愛覺得他一定會好好愛被愛,

被愛也知道若接受了去愛,一定很快樂幸福.

去愛的辦法就是等被愛...

一直等,等,等....

等相愛的一天,

愛你,我認識了快樂......

一個被愛,去愛,相愛,的過程...

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Look here T.T

Recently,

many people get sick include me too~

but can't cover ,

never mind ... not getting better^^

Tomorrow exam again,

little bit worry because recently I felt that so much pressure!

Pressure about the exam,

sometime really want suicide ,

now finally I knew that why people want suicide,

1.can't think so many,

2.think so much

3.stress

4.pressure with something,

5.worry...?

6.no people telling

7.no people courage

8.no people cares

9.no people

10.finally,suicide....

All my opinion cause I think in this way....

So,yesterday really make me want die....

Suffering with exam ,

but now, everything will be fine...

How about you ?

Are you ok?

recently, seem like me ignore you already,

sorry~~ But after tomorrow you will very busy ,

heheh~ cause I'm free little bit ...

OMG! I'm miss you again....^^

simple life getting new life.....

(TO BE CONTINUED)

What is Life?

Life....

Just a daily day that we survive,

what we survive for?

Should we survive?

How to survive?

I though that life is beauty,

everyday need to survive....

A human need a living places,

I need a healthy life...

I'm happy that

I have a good family although I don't have siblings,

I have everything although I'm not born in rich family,

I learn what I felt although they didn't teach me how to do learn,

I sad although they happy on there,

I happy , I sad , I fall , I died....

What a pity ~

Getting a good life just depend yourself,

better life ? I don't cares it anymore ,

but for this moment only,

I will think that.......

This time, I really don't know how to happy,

really don't know,

I feel boring with this life....

Everyday passed without pausing a moment,

time , is going by , so much faster than I ,

just loss every second but seem like loss my life ,

Oh My God ! I'm going crazy ,

my life is suck....

Actually, I don't know what I'm thinking about......

Shit!

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Haiz...sick....

Finally, economic and account is passed...

then I nothing worry about it ,

but business will test on monday ,

haiz....because many thing want to remember ,

I will try my best , because I want focus on this subject,

busy busy revision , but failed.....

Fever still around me ,

cough non-stop , arghhhh!!!

sleep also not well , cough until died , soon.....

Hope can cover these....

How about you ?

hope you fine on there....

I miss you although I less find you..

Time , is going by , so much faster than I,

lower six almost come to the end ,

upper six is coming ,

and .......

I want become senior already ,

Yahoo~~ =.=

more friends next year ,

hehe~~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Blogger again...........

Today,

trial exam for our school,

what a lucky day,

today subject is Account and Economic....

Firstly,

I don't have any hope because I sick almost 1 week,

then,

I rest many days also ,

after that,

no time for revision,

then again,

when I revision I couldn't remember anything,

never mind .....

I already give up on this exam ...

Carry on? discuss soon....

Today my account really bad ,

3 question I just know answer 2 =.=,

wait for failed~ ~

God bless us.......

Thats all......

(TO BE CONTINUED)