...Alex Za! SimPle Life...

回来了~

2010-09-01T23:05:00.000-07:00

好久没写了,因为开心了很久却忘了如何伤心.
我不想写了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...

2010-06-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

Wahaha!! Long time didn't meet my blog already ,
recently I really lost my way ,
and now ,
I had to create my own way myself ,
I no need everybody ,
I no need everyone ,
Because no one will help me
no one will care you ,
hurting is around ,
all will ignore you !
This called reality life ,
I won't hesitate again because I'm hurt..

學習..

2010-05-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

很多人可以從事情中學習到東西,
很多人可以從很多方面學習到很多事,
很多人可以學習到成長,
很多人可以從中學習到快樂,傷心及痛!

我學習到快樂,開心,
我更學習到痛,流淚....

現在起,
我學習不再流淚,因為沒有意義,
我學習不再快樂,因為沒有理由,
我學習不再逗留,因為沒有珍惜.

我會學習成熟,
我會學習成長.

沒有了...就沒有了..
別再傻,
所謂天真,
不再純正.

別人能,我不能?

Not my post , but I post it ..

2010-04-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

时间：一天晚上。
地点：躺在床上。
人物：相互喜欢的双方。
女生很想他，于是决定给他发一条短信：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要

降温，多穿点衣服呀！！其实--- 其实--- 我现在挺想你的！！

考虑了一分钟，把短信改成：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！

又考虑了一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。

又一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？

又一分钟：

睡了吗？在干嘛？

然后，她按了确定发送的键！

( 叹气....)

男生的手机响了！男生抓起来一看果然是她，莫名的激动起来！赶紧给她回短信：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！其实-- 其实-- 咱们明天一起吃饭吧？

考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！

又考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。

又一分钟：

上网。

然后，他按了确定发送的键！

( 叹气....)

有没有试过这样的情况，你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢和他说话。

写一个短信给你，到了最后一秒，居然就会删除。

左想右想，怕你知道我的心轻视我，怕哪句话说不好让你不开心，
更怕的是，如果忙忘记了或者因为别的原因没有回应，有多么尴尬。

写一封邮件给你，写了一千字，删除掉八百字。

去掉我想念你，去掉所有的心情，去掉天气，去掉自己刚刚看的电影，
去掉自己昨天心情不好以及今天心情好的原因，去掉所有和感情相关的字眼，
仿佛公事公办的，变成三行的邮件，到了最后，居然也没有发出去。

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，
甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。

喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，看到的时候，话都说不出来。

喜欢某个人，偏偏见到他，一句话没有。

看着旁边的朋友和他谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。

暗示或者表白心际，一句我爱你，永远不丢人。

如果我想你了
我会掏出手机
看看有没有你的短信

即使我知道
几率是那么的渺茫

如果我想你了
我会在手机上飞速的打下一连串的对你说的话
最后却始终没有按下发送的键
只是不想打扰你

如果我想你了
我会看我们的短信记录
不管是什么样的对话
始终有种甜蜜的感觉
因为在你面前
我好像总是长不大

如果我想你了
我会借同学的手机拨你的电话号码
然后假装打错的样子挂断
因为那样我会知道
你是停机关机还是开机

如果我想你了
我会想
你是不是会想我呢？
哪怕
只有一秒钟的时间...

如果我想你了
我会听你推荐给我的音乐
细品歌词中的字字句句

如果我想你了
我会把思念换作节拍
让它在双手交辉中流露

如果我想你了
我会学着你的语气对自己说话
有的话很假
有的话很肉麻

如果我想你了
我会照镜子
审视着这样的我
能否匹配这样的你

如果我想你了
我会哭
不会像以前那样给你电话给你短信
只会一个人躲在寝室偷着哭
然后
在你来电话的时候
假装放了静音不接
之后平淡的发个短信回去
问你有事么

如果我想你了
其实没有如果
每天都很想你
电脑桌面是你
手机主题是你
Mp3相册是你
一切的一切都是你

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我想我想你了，你想我了吗？

Because of u..

2010-04-16T02:58:00.000-07:00

If not her , maybe I lost myself in lonely..
If not her , maybe I failed without support.
If not her , maybe I sad without her courage .
If not her , maybe I will lazy forever .
and now .. Because of her , I fight for her !

說真的,我掉淚了..

2010-04-07T06:08:00.001-07:00

雖然這不是我寫的,但我感受到....

昨天，他拒绝了她。
　　一直以来，她以为他总会在她的身后跟随，不论她什么

时候需要他。因为他说过，他会等她一辈子的。可是，他食言了。
　　她和他是大学时候的同学。她16岁上大学，比他小两岁。在学校里，她总是小妹妹，和很多男生关系都很好。当然，和他特别要好
　　她确实是没有想过男女之情的，可能是因为她还小。直到那一天，他突然面红耳赤地递给她一张电影票，期期艾艾地说，这是一部爱情片。真是老土，老土得可爱。不过她还是直截了当地拒绝他了。她说他不是她喜欢的类型，不会选择他的，但是他没有退却。
　　接下来的时间里，他无时不刻地出现在她身边，关心她，呵护她，什么事情，在她要做之前他已经抢先帮她做了。可是她告诉他，他不是她喜欢的类型，不要再继续下去了。他说，他会一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。
　　大学毕业后，他们俩都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一个专业。研究生期间的所有实验难题，基本上都是他一手包办了，连她的导师都和他的导师开玩笑：我那个师女婿呢？最近怎么没有看见他了？
　　5年的研究生一下子过去了，她也到了 25岁的年纪。也确实考虑过选择他的。但是终究没有开口。为什么呢……可能还是觉得有些不完美。他总是一副邋里邋遢的样子，头发乱乱的，不修边幅。还有就是太瘦，虽然在南方人中不算太矮，却还不到一百斤，她还是比较喜欢运动型的男孩子。她直接了当地跟他说过她不选择他的原因，一向健谈的他沉默了好久。那时她倒是希望他能够听了这句话离开，但是他接着说：“我是对你最好的，这辈子都是。”
　　博士毕业后，她留校当老师，他选择了出国。当时同学们给他送行，她没有伤感，反而有一种如释重负的感觉。那个在她身边围绕了7年的人终于走了，她不用再喋喋不休地说， “我不喜欢你这个类型，你放弃吧”这样的话了。
　　很快她交了一个男朋友，他比她大6岁，家境很好，在他父亲的公司上班，当了一个财务经理，一个月可以收入过万，房子车子都有了。
　　可是交往深入下去，她就发现了差距。她说的话，他总是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他总是不能理解。这段感情断断续续维持了一年半，终于还是分手了。这时候，她才记起那个总是微笑地站在她身后，什么事情都不用她操心的他来。
　　从小她都是优等生，考上的也是最好的大学之一。本科时是直博生保送，博士时是优秀博士毕业。所以她觉得身边的人都应该是这样子的，不用她费神地表达，可是她错了。
　　苦闷中她迎来了她的28岁生日。28岁的女人似乎就给人另类的感觉了，虽然照镜子她没有什么自卑和苍老的感觉，但是父母亲和朋友们都开始为她着急了。于是她开始了一轮一轮地相亲。
　　那些相亲的对象，要么有钱而粗俗，要么木讷而迟钝，还有就是唯唯诺诺不知所云。一个一个，都只让她更加想起天边的那个他来。那个睿智、懒散、关切、幽默、善辩的他。
　　在她副教授评审述职会上，突然她发现了他。坐在台下，眼睛还是那么明亮，人也还是那么瘦。头发看起来还是脏脏的，拿着一支笔，坐在前排微笑着看着她。唯一的变化，似乎就是苍老了一点，不再像那个没事就要和人家滔滔不绝争辩的年轻人了。
　　原来他已经被学校作为人才引进回来了，不在她们系，但是是一个学院。她还在报副教授的时候，学校已经答应给他正教授的职位了。所以他有资格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在这个寸土寸金的城市，已经算是不错了。
　　他装修房子的时候她经常去他家给他参谋，似乎又回到了四年前的日子，他给她端水，削水果，给她回答工作中的种种问题。
　　那一天，他房子装修完了，邀她去吃饭。只有他们两个人，晚上的灯光很美。她知道他要说什么，有点期待，又有点紧张。果然他说，房子有了，缺一个新娘。
　　她装作没有听懂，其实她是希望他继续四年前那样的直白，直截了当地说：这辈子我会让你知道我是对你最好的。但是他没有。他只是喟了一口气，什么也没有说。
　　送她下楼的时候，他竟然握了握她的手，很紧很紧的，握得她有些生疼。幸好他很快就放开了。然后招呼也没有打就走回去了。
　　以后的日子就忽然尴尬起来，他碰见她也只是淡淡的，点个头打个招呼。校车上也不和她坐一起。等车时也不和她说话。她的硕士生答辩时请他来当委员，他也推脱了。
　　终于她看见他和别的女孩子在一起，说说笑笑的，她心里确实酸酸的，莫名其妙的还有些愤怒。她最好的朋友劝她说，他大三开始追她，她就算倒过去追他一回又有什么？都要快三十岁的人了。
　　可是，当她鼓起平生最大的勇气和他说的时候，他居然面不改色地说，“我已经有女朋友了！”
　　她也听说过他交女朋友了，但是怎么可能这么快呢？从她十九岁到现在，这么多年的感情，难道他一下子忘记了吗？他不是说过等她一辈子的吗？
　　昨天晚上她哭了一晚上。这么多年来她从没有这么哭过。难道男人真的这么容易转移感情吗？真的吗？
我之所以把这篇文章放在这是想提醒自己也提醒看过此文章的人：珍惜身边的人，尊重别人的感情。每个人都有自己的另一半，别因为他（她）有缺点而冷落她（他）因为他（她）爱你才让自己的缺点暴露在你面前，因为他（她）想爱是可以承载一切的，别让他（她）等的太久，当心死了，所有的一切也都结束了！珍惜你爱的人。

请耐心一点将这个很短的故事看完……

一个朋友说，追她很久的那个男孩今天结婚了。
我说，你想怎么样呢？人家喜欢了你那么久都无动于衷……
她说，去参加了婚礼。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帅。好像第一次觉得他也蛮有魅力的，怎么当初就没发觉呢？
她说，原本觉得自己从来没有爱上他，
但在新娘新郎交换戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。
她说，最难过的，不是你爱的人不爱你，而是爱你很多年的那个人，转身离去。

当看见那个说爱你一辈子，等你一辈子的人，给另外一个女孩子的无名指带上戒指的时候，你能听到自己心碎的声音。

今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是你。

他在全封闭训练的时候，为了能给她打电话，他都要走很远很远的路，去公用电话亭。
冬天飘着雪，很冷。
她却还不耐烦的说，干嘛没事总给我打电话？
她不知道他在那边已经冻的不行了。
他只是想听听她的声音。
现在，她想起这些来，脸上还是会洋溢着幸福的微笑。
然后定过神来，看着眼前这对新人……
新郎依旧是他，但是他的甜言蜜语海誓山盟，却再也不是为她所说。

有多少人一辈子承诺爱一个人又付诸行动了呢？
当努力了好多年依然没有结果的时候，谁还会一直等你呢？
终于明白，我们都能勇敢的面对——你爱的人不爱你，
但是，谁都无力面对—— 一个爱你很久很久的人转身离去。
那种骄傲，那种幸福，荡然无存。

请珍惜身边默默爱你的人。
用心呵护和把握每一份真爱。

不要对那些真诚付出的爱意熟视无睹，
不要等突然意识到失去时才后悔莫及。

或许，当他有一天真的离开了，
你会发现，
真正离不开彼此的，
是你，
不是他……

几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，
我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你,
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过……
但是，请允许我说这样自私的话，
多年后，
你若未娶，
我还未嫁，
那，
我们能不能在一起？？

Omg...

2010-04-03T09:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday ,
I make a horrible dream .
In dream , I dead already ,
I want quickly wake up and see the truth ,
I wake up just wake said something,
but my eye cannot open ! I very scare that I really death ,
luckily she send me a message and I get shocked ,
omg ...... Why I became like that !
Is that too stress for me ? or what else ?
where are you !!! Please , I need YOU ...

Recently ,
raining ...
miss her , gud 9

怎麼办...

2010-03-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

最近,
身體不是很好,
一直生病,
發燒,咳嗽,感冒都來了,
咳嗽是唯一到現在都不能好的.

這幾個星期以來,
都很壓力,很煩,
為甚麼一些事總會發生在我身上,
不是一件事,是很多事,
一次過要把你弄垮了,
這是上天在試探我嗎?
還是要磨練我的忍耐?
真的搞到這樣的地步嗎?

我心一直想,
如果上天要我這樣,
我接受,我相信上天,
天給你遭遇都有個啟示,
上天都會給你美麗的安排,
上天看的是你的心.

如果上天要你做,
你就做,
真心的去做,
上天不會虧待你,
有些事,
我沒完成,
請上天原諒......

求天能給我一次機會...

最後,
也希望她能陪我走下去,
因爲,
她的給我的力量很大.

Sorry...

2010-03-17T01:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I did a stupid thing ,
hurt she again ,
what the hell I'm doing !
I hate myself now ,
what I do is not hurt her ,
is protect her and give her warm ,
argh! What a stupid foolish people ,
I hate myself and felt sorry starting yesterday ,
why ! Sorry , baby....

Is that finally answer ?

2010-03-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

today ,
or can say tonight ,
what should I do ?
What I scared about !
a little stupid Pekcek ?
I don't care anymore ,
I really try my best to get u now ,
not I din try it before ,
but now ,
I using my strength and I won't talk easily ,
u better waiting my surprise ....
hope that will be fine...........................
You said you not a little girl ,
I know ,
what I know just doing my position ,
I knew I din do anything ,
I knew I just "talk",
what for u maybe a "simple talk",
you don't understand ,
I din tell but how u understand ,
haiz~ What is a wonderful world ?
YOU ! I will take next step ,
a very special next step ,
hope u can wait ...
If cannot wait , must wait too~
is that finally message from u ?
but ,
I really get many different experience when I met u ...........

Sad...

2010-03-12T06:44:00.000-08:00

Nothing ,

everything is nothing ,

nothing is everything ,

I lost something ,

her ....

I lost what else ?

her !

I lost her concern ,

no more ,

not anymore ....

death ~~

Fever is around me ,

I hate this much ,

what's going on with the weather ,

what's going on with the people ,

and her ?

all is nothing ...

sad and disappointed ..

absent exam for 3 day ,

because of fever ,

and really need her concern and comfort ,

nothing !

exhaust all energy just get a little concern ...

Open minded ~~~~~

SAD ! ALEX !

Lost..

2010-02-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

Hello here ,
just talking some special ...
for me is special but for yours maybe not ,
I'm Alex ,
lost in homework world ,
lost in school life ,
suck in knowledge ,
but , I lovin it ~

Don't know what I'm talking about ,
just ...
miss her ....

These days ...

2010-02-21T21:03:00.000-08:00

Hello again ~
This blog is about these day where I hang out ..
Firstly ,
I forgot which day already,
My friend (Darick , Kevin , Jason ) and I go Penang ,
these day went to Penang only ....
We go Kek Lok Si then Gurney Plaza ..
Here we are ~~
We take at the ferry but inside don't have me, I'm camera man ^^ ..

Next day ,
We go our friends hometown ---> Bagan Serai,Perak.
Quite long distance for us from Penang ,
about 1 hour ,
I felt tired because I'm driver ^^
but happy because not me 1 person became driver ,
but 6 person include me....We can lap together ~~ haha~
I break the rules first ... XP
After that we went to Taiping Sentral ,
I don't want talk so much on here ...

Here we are
Name list :
1.Alex
2.Darick
3.Shanex
4.Allen Tan
5.Mashimaro
6.Chris Ting
7.Zhi Wei
8.Ee Mei
9.PYK
10.Lim Yen Chin
11.Mun Suk Lai
12.Wei Hong
13.Jasmine
14.Brian Bin
15.Beh kia CGS
16.Phei Shi
17.Nicole Low
18.Mr Thinking-Ah Khor
19.Ah fat
Thanks u all~~~
Hope next year we still can played together ...

Next day ,
I felt so suddenly ,
because they comes to my house ,
haha"~ Quite surprise huh ~
Here the photo ....
Next day again ,
I followed Jason Foong went to Proton Sdn.Bhd ,
because he said he want to change lubricants ,
so , is time to let me know more ..
here we are ~
Proton Company ...

After that ,
I just mentioned where I go at the night,
I go V-spot with secondary school's classmate ,
then we went to bloggers that at Raja Uda ,
the photo shown who have attend this party ^^

Happy hour is passed ,
is time to back to school again
time for fighting ,
don't lazy ,
because u planning to fail ...

Gambateh ~
U too , my deax..... haha~~~

Chinese New Year + Happy Valentine day

2010-02-15T19:45:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone ,
How you celebrate Chinese New Year when Valentine Day is coming at the same day ?
For me ,
I choose celebrate chinese new year with my family ,
because family is important for me .
Did u saw the percentage that show which one u want to celebrate shows from TV News ?
Half and above choose celebrate with family .
Besides this ,
although u celebrate with your family but don't let your couple cool down ,
okay?

Wish yours Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine day ...

My ang pao no enough =)
Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!

Alex Gambateh...

2010-02-10T06:55:00.000-08:00

Wow!
Busy again ~
New years almost coming ,
happy but cannot find that feeling ,
seem like nothing with this celebration ,
but still not bad because holiday for me ,
teacher treat us very nice,
holiday about 1 week like that ,
still enough ~
I had to study hard for my future ,
mu future ?
Every just think about these question ,
where is my future ?
No answer yet ...
Where is our future ?
No answer yet ...
Where is your future ?
How I know ...
Just study hard and had to learned more ,
right ?

Besides this ,
I know that she learning swimming now ,
so many skills she learning ,
piano , drum , swimming , dancing and what else ?
She learned the skill but I learned the knowledge ,
I don't have so much skill ,
no one are perfect but we are trying to be perfect ,
yeah ~ That's right ,
but can you ?

Sure , if you try ,
I always support you not matter you in what position ,
happy always around you ....^^

Busy...

2010-02-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh !
Recently really busy until no time sleep ,
I like sleeping ,
haiz~
So many thing want to do ,
and me now stay at hostel already ,
but not whole week but few days ,
because sometime we school until very late ,
if want back home sure tired ,
long journey for us if want go back ,
no choice ,
we had to stay at there ...
April will intake for lower student ,
timetable sure changing ,
hope the time won't make us suck ,
because really no time hang out and relax ,
long time didn't go shopping already ,
see some movie , play some video game ,
just study study study ,
now I really call BIG HEAD already .

In other way ,
I enjoyed my school day ,
I love economic and business so much ,
but in account ,
I trying concentrate to it ,
hope it works ,
MUET is nearing too ~
Band 3 !! but I want band 4 ,
hope me can ....

I want become more intelligent and interesting people ,
Gambateh ! Especially is YOU ! u know I'm talking to u ...

What do you want from me ?

2010-01-22T19:24:00.000-08:00

Recently ,
I miss her so much ,
I almost lost myself ,
because we getting less contact ,
maybe she really want me became stronger ,
I want tell her ,
I won't down ,
because I won't let her down ,
I didn't forget her every moment ,
every time at school ,
when teacher is teaching in front me ,
but ,
I still hold my phone ,
hope can she send me a message ,
I knew that she won't do that ,
but ,
I just waiting ....

I just want her ...
She might have gave me everything ,
but ,
I just want little bit from her ,
this enough for me ...

I would give myself away ~
Not away from her but lonely ...
I won't give up ,
never !

What happen on me ?
Lost my way ,
while busy on daily life but I felt something lost ,
is her !
Almost losing.........

This week ,
we have been informed that our school will holiday at Chinese new year ,
happy because can rest ,
sad because what can I done ?
Lazy when heard holiday ,
I want go school !
I love my school day !

無奈..

2010-01-17T07:35:00.000-08:00

在人生里我們有很多東西要學,
學無止境,
活到老,學到老,
這才是我們要的,
你經歷了很多並不代表你最厲害,
別人經歷的你沒經歷過,
你算厲害嗎?
厲害在你驕傲,
你了解但你不會謙虛,
這算得了什麼...

我們要學會謙虛,
學會長進,
學會成熟,
這才是重點...

人不是萬能,
但人會思考,
有判斷能力,
會分辨是非,
而且,
還會計較,做兩頭蛇,
更爱享受,
吃好的,睡好的,穿好的,
還浪費金錢及糧食,
不會珍惜現在,
只會計較過去....

貪心,自私,計較,
人最厲害,
愛心,慈悲,喜舍,
這些人都有,
很少,
若說很多,
大部分都是表面...

著名的慈善家,
為甚麼他們會出名,
因為要炫燿,
要全世界人的他的模樣,
好讓全世界都尊敬他,
認為他是大好人,
虛偽....

真正的慈善,
並非在表面,
若有心,
私底下把錢捐出去,
不用經過剪彩或哪一張超大的支票,
在媒體面前擺個姿勢,
這叫大愛...

人類只顧面子,
怕丟臉,
怕別人覺得你怎樣怎樣,
而且,
不認錯....

每日三省,
時常反省,
不要一點就不爽,
小小的不爽,
會照成大大的影響..

大事化小事,
小事化無,
難嗎???
有心不難,
沒心在想都難....

人類最大的敵人是自己!!!!!

(持續...)

Please Take a look...Haiti earthquake...

2010-01-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone ,
did you know what happened to this world now ?

That's right ~ Disaster ...
On 12 January 2010 ,
Haiti was hit disaster by earthquake .
When I heard about this from news ,
I feel sad .. Speechless ..

How do you think ?
If you lost your family ,
if you lost all the property ,
lost the most loving person ....

Did you feel that ?
I feel console after I saw the latest news just now ,
because US and other country trying to lend helping hand ,
I hope I can help in relief because I love this kind job ,
trying to find people ,
when you found a people alive ,
you will feel that's how happy you are ,
when you found a bodies ,
you will feel that what is sadness really are ...
Did you saw any article that about Haiti earthquake ,
if not ,
please search some article from Google ,
after this ,
you will found that how luckily you are ...

Then ,
let us thanked to GOD ,
because we still live at peaceful place without disaster ,
because we still live with our family/neighbors ,
because we still can playing joke to each other ,
because we still have rich food to enjoy ..

So ,
Please !
Treasure what you have now ,
treasure everything happened around you now ,
because THEY don't have chance to treasure anymore ,
after you get this ,
you will feel meet because this is enough for you ,
I feel enough what I have now ,
no more demand ,
thanked to GOD ....

GOD !
Please rescue them ,
they need your help !
Do you hear me ?
I'm talking to YOU ....

In other way ,
I miss her again ,
everyday ,
non-stop ~~
I glad because ,
we still together ...

Here some link about Haiti earthquake
Take a look !
Don't give up !
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1243417/Haiti-earthquake-Furious-survivors-pile-corpses-road-blocks-demand-emergency-aid.html

對或錯?

2010-01-12T03:41:00.000-08:00

(某某學校-我的學校)
今天,
平常一樣的到學校享受天堂般的溫度,
冷氣...好舒服...
當上到最後一節了,
發生了一些事情.

造反?爭辯?辯論?演講?
我不曉得,
其實事情是這樣發生的.

就當時的情況是這樣.

就發生這樣的事.

當時 , 老師走了進來準備開始教書,
當時我看的他春風滿面的進來,
也許心情很不錯,
過後,老師就問起同學們:
" 你們有坐回我安排給你們的坐位嗎? "
我們就說沒有,
因為不久前換取別班的同學都被校長調回來了,
本來我們的座位都被其他同學坐了,
那麼被調回來的同學,
也是坐回老師安排給他們的位子,(在他們換班後的-也就是說他們換去的班)
所以我們有些的位子都和他們都一樣，
就照成沒跟著位子坐的言論，
過後在這混亂當中，
有一位同學－ｘ同學，
雖然我不知道爲什麽，
也不知道發生什麽，
那麽這位ｘ同學就說了一句話，
不要浪費時間。
那麽，這句話，
老師聼了就問是誰講的，
這位同學很老實就舉起手，
就被命令站起來然後被趕出班，
雖然這位同學很不願意，
因為老師說：你不出去，我出去．
這位同學自己就走了出去，
那種被趕的感覺不好受．
也許她說了這句話有她的原因．
老師說這是她的態度，
老師說過，他安排我們的座位有他的用意，
也許他想要我們不要抄，
所以我們被安排的座位旁邊不一定是你的朋友．

過後，
事情就開始發生了，
就ｘ同學的朋友就開口說話了，
就和老師辯論起來（不是吵架），
就說老師安排高的人在前面，
矮的人在前面看不到，
又說班太小，因為人太多，
連爸爸都拿出來講了，
等等之類的東西．

然後，
老師說以後誰先到誰坐前面，
不用爭，
過後，
不爽什麼都通通說清楚，
老師就說了幾句話，
帶有點微笑，有點生氣，有點傷心，
其實老師每次做那麼多東西，
例如：１．同學沒來上課，就被叫去辦公室，
　　　　　我有被叫過，老師很好，沒罵人，
　　　　　好好講，對我來說，軟的方式比硬的方式來得更有效．
　　　２．每日要管好我們的態度．
　　　３．很多東西忙，我懶惰寫．
老師有責任在身，所以要管好我們，
我明白老師的用心良苦，
有多少人明白呢？
老師很久以前说過，
要站在別人的立場想，
有時老師要處理很多學生的問題，
好人壞人老師當，老師扛，
做老師不簡單，
老師問了我們，
我趕她你們覺得我錯嗎？我安排你們的座位我做錯了嗎？
我叫你們不要在班按電話，不可以嗎？
過後，
又有幾位同學在加柴加油，
火當然燒更大，
老師就走了，
不教書了．

當然，
有不少人看起來是不爽這幾位同學，
我不懂他們的恩恩怨怨，
非要這個ｘ同學道歉不可，
班長說既然老師都算了，（因為班長找了老師談談）
老師要我們自己搞定好先．

事情就這樣的發生了．．．．．．

同學們，
家有家規，校有校規，國有國法，
雖然我們付錢了，
我們不是最大，
我們不是一切，
規則也是要守，
老師講我們是為了我們好，
而不是爽爽說你們幾下，
老師做的都有的他用意所在，
不是沒事做．．．

給那些同學們，
你們每對也沒錯，
你們說的是真是假沒人知道，
唯有你們自己知道，
也許你們是在幫ｘ同學說話，
還是什麼我不知道，
我們全班都要好好檢討自己，
不是這些同學而已，
我們也要，
因為事情發生在你面前，
雖然不是你解決，
但你要想想，
萬一發生在你身上呢？

至於ｘ同學要不要道歉，
這個問題誰都沒資格管，
因為問題是在於她，
不是你們，
她要道歉，
自然的，她自己會去，
不要道歉，
她自己決定可以了．

給那些添柴下火的同學，
好好檢討你們的行為，
當做之前想想自己這樣做對嗎，
其實你們的行為可以害了一個人，
當一個人生氣時，
我們不可以這樣做，
換這是你，
別人生氣了，
別人添柴下火看看，
看看你的後果．

我對這件事情的發生，
不知要說什麼，
我不偏任何一方，
沒對舆錯，
唯有檢討，
這是我的想法，
也許這就是人生，
無奈．．．．

希望接下來可以好好過寧靜的生活．．．
同學們，加油在你們的學業，
這才實際．．．．

注意：我要澄清！！！！！
　　　個位，以上是發生的事情，別怪我，我只是描述者．．
　　　有些地方不可透露，請給各位不便請見諒，
　　　當然，看了一定有意見，
　　　請把你的意見post在我的facebook，
　　　謝謝．．．

Better life...

2010-01-09T08:28:00.000-08:00

Day is passing ,
life is going ,
time is reaching ...
What should I do ?
What have I done before ?
Everyday just passed my life with nothing ,
I realized that I grow up ,
have I ?
I don't know ,
I hate myself why I so easily get hurt..

Thank to my mother treat me so well but strictly ,
thank to her ,
without her ,
maybe I lost myself ,
with her ,
I felt that I become stronger ,
no more crying ,
upset will make you tired ,
right ?
I know that feeling ...

Long time didn't met my cute baby ,
I lost my way ,
no more special in my life ,
but ,
I still happy because still can miss her ,
I feel warm ,
I will miss her every second ,
expect I'm sleeping ...

Actually ,
I very sad just now because my mother ,
always argue ,
but these argument make me grow up ,
make me mature ,
not more childish ,
please ~
Changing yourself ....

But,
still need her comfort ...

I want hug my baby ~~ =(

Study hard,,

2010-01-08T06:55:00.000-08:00

As you can seen ,

my blogger background always changing,

many people complain to me that my background make them lag ,

so they can't read well ,

speechless ....

meanwhile ,

I felt suck with these background ,

html make me crazy ,

always change the code without any idea ,

I'm away from these things now ,

so ,

I better change back to my old style ,

do back yourself ,

this is real ....

Recently ,

IBM student sure busy ,

everyone , every person ,

because of time table ,

My most late time to release school is 7.30pm ,

incredible !

But , I like this ,

because that day is our big big teacher teach us ,

Mrs.Ooi ~ My favorite teacher ^^

If she is my grandma ,

I surely happy ,

because can know many from her ,

she can talk so many morality thing to us ,

just like our grandma ,

talk non-stop ,

but ,

meaningful ...

One thing ,

I felt very dissatisfied ,

because of my exam result ,

very very very super bad ,

so sad and anger with myself ,

the result will shown that how word hard you are ,

this is the mark of my hardworking ,

But ,

I didn't lazy ,

but ,

why ?

My point no enough or what else ?

Not clear ? or no point ?

One teacher of us who teach our business,

he very strictly when marking our paper ,

he say all answer is XXXX ,

how I know he so strictly ,

he said if he release some then our answer will wrong forever ,

no ching cai !

So , after this ,

I want work hard !!! More work hard ,

u too ~ My friend , don't give up ,

keep going !

MUET result will release one next Monday ,

hope my result not make me fell ,

band 3 is enough for me ,

can pass is enough for me ,

I don't have any demand ,

enough ...

In other way ,

my trial exam result will send back on 25 Jan 2010 ,

nervous ...

Hope my parent will considerate me ~~

Today ,

after break time ,

I met some L6Ak friend ,

we just have a little little gathering on there ,

just talking our passed ,

hope our ex-monitor will held a little gathering for our L6AK ,

waiting .....

These days ,

I found that I'm 19 already ,

seem like old already ,

wanna become mature already ,

hope can become mature ,

some people said my face is mature but my personality like child ,

always do some crazy or alternative abnormal thing/action ,

so ,

I must change ,

change become mature ,

all bad habit should drop ,

isn't ?

Another special thing ,

what thing ?

of course is my baby lah ,

haha~~

Miss her very much because recently she busy on something ,

I busy + she busy = less connection

miss her + miss her = miss2 her

miss2 her x infinity = infinity miss2 her ^^

Good night to the beautiful work ,

keep going !

Unhappy day for her..

2010-01-06T08:22:00.000-08:00

Today
still same with my daily life,
school life,
I like study~

But,
I miss her every moment ^^

Today
I sneezing non-stop ,
maybe she talking about me or missing me ,
hope she missing me, XD
I don't know ,
or somebody talking about me ,
haha~

Just now ,
she grandma has pass away,
she sure felt sad ,
hope she won't cry,
sad is from heart not from eye ,
I know she sad ....

I want comfort her ,
hope she can let me comfort ,
I will use all my strength let her happy...

GOD~
Please take away my happy and send to her ,
I want her sadness ,
please change our mood,
I don't want see her sad ,
I don't want see her cry,
I , I , I ..............

Baby~
Gambeteh !
I'm always on you ...

Same again~

2010-01-05T04:31:00.000-08:00

Today

5/1/2010

School life ...

I like my school life,

study non-stop,

but sometime very boring,

feel sleepy,

but...

It's ok to me ,

I want study!!

Everyday I think like that,

at my school can learned many thing,

knew many information that you don't know,

because all of these information is experience from our teacher,

so,

I like listen the story,

sometime teacher will take some history,

I like history so much,

not local history but foreign history ,

I felt that I like economy this amazing subject,

teacher said that economic is study about human behavior,

got supply sure got demand,

got up sure got down,

got good sure got bad,

I like these situation...

In other way,

My account very bad,

I think I want more focus on it,

hope my friend will help us when I need them,

appreciate~

Why I want study hard?

50%-My parent

I want give my parent have a good future .

25%-My future

I study sure decide my future life .

25%-My cute dear

Although we don't not got future or not,

but because of her I feel more important to study,

because of her I feel more power . =) XD

Another special percentage

100%-That guy who trying insult my dear and me,

We are innocent but from his eye we seem like killer !

I don't care so much already ,

he trying challenge my patience ,

no more insulting ! no more wronged ! no more arrogant !

Today

she don't have a good mood,

sad ,

because something happened ,

I don't think that you really nothing,

I'm worry about you now,

be happy little bit ,

I don't want see you sad.

Gambeteh again!

School opening..

2010-01-04T04:41:00.000-08:00

4/1/2010

Today

going school with happy mood,

long time no go school already,

I like went to school ,

because

1. Can meet my friend

2. Got air condition ^^

3. Can sleep

4. Learn more

But,

Upper six life is so suck,

IBM

today we release school at 6.30pm

from 7.45am-6.30pm,

this is our school time for Monday ,

cool , awesome , nice , amazing , unbelievable.

Treat us really nice,

for you,

You want ?

Today,

Sometime don't know why I miss her so much,

but,

did you miss me ??

I got gave pay attention on study too~

I want study hard...

I want success ,

I told myself everyday ,

because I cannot give HIM look me down ,

I want help my dear .

Gambateh !

My Dear~

We cannot let him so arrogant !

I will support you every moment .

New year New Alex....

2010-01-02T09:11:00.000-08:00

New year still closing with us,

I'm Alex Chew want tell the world,

I will show YOU !

I want show YOU !

I want success ...

I want work hard !

Study !

Nothing will stop me...

...

Alex

Gambateh!!

My Dear

My Sister

Gambateh!!

Year 2010..

2010-01-01T02:52:00.000-08:00

2009.12.31

Yesterday night ,

I accompany her find her best friend,

because they long time didn't meet,

I though that was a good night for us,

but something happened on her .

On that time ,

I felt angry because of someone trying to hurt her,

insulting her , I hate him ,

but I can't..

Because he is our predecessors ,

never mind ! I will show to him ...

I will show him that I not a loser ,

I like my girl , you cannot do anything on us ,

I like her , this is my choice ,

I want show to you that I really like my girl..

After this ,

I felt that she became more patience then before.

On that time ,

she release all her anger ,

enough to create misunderstandings ,

I worries her,

but she said she OK ,

but I saw her not well,

then I fetch her back home.

When I on the way to home,

I think many many things ,

really really many ,

I almost crazy ,

Ladies and gentlemen ,

If your lover give people insult like that ,

how you feel ?

On that time ,

I almost crazy and want hit what I saw,

but ..... I drive car ...

140KM/s only~

If can , I hope can more fast ..

Maybe this is the way that I release my stress ,

I telling myself ,

I want become a intelligent human ,

I want to show him that I not die!

Although my body is death but my heart never death forever!!!!

I want learn everything ,

I want work hard ,

I want prove to everyone I'm not a loser !!!

Today ,

1.1.2010

A new year is reaching.

I fetch her and her friend hang out to Penang,

I still happy because can accompany her ,

because after school opening ,

maybe I will busy ,

but...I never change my heart to her ,

she still important for me ,

but ,

I will prove anything to that guy that I got ability to like her,

I just want tell YOU !

I won't let you see me like a fool, idiot or what else ,

you say right , I will say you wrong ,

you turn left, I turn right ,

I and Baby won't let myself fall because of you!!

My dear ,

Let us fight for him!

We work hard together,

OK?

不夠...

2009-12-28T05:00:00.000-08:00

對於這一次我去云頂的感受,

給了我很深的回憶,

3天2夜,

真的不夠...

快樂的時光真的過的很快,

很快很快,

我和她在一起的時刻也很少,

真的不夠....

很懷念,

總覺得這一次的感覺,

很好很好,

從來沒那麼好,

那晚的時間,

真的不夠....

自從回來後,

她真的佔了我心的一部分,

無時無刻都想她,

很奇怪,

每次深深的想她,

都會掉下淚,

因為,

我真的感動了....

如今,

我的生活開始有了色彩,

因為她,

有了她,

就算在困難的事都變得容易解決,

就算在心酸的是都變得容易忍受,

因為那種感覺,

沒人懂,

只有體會...

我和她的距離從此我都不覺得遠,

因為我想她...

希望能一直一直的

保持著,

希望能一直一直的

儲存著,

一直一直一直一直保持著下去

Sweet Memories..

2009-12-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

This time I go Genting with some friends include her,

haha~

Really gave me a worth trip and sweet memories to me,

I also can't believe it,

I like this relation,

more closer,

just....

Nothing can describe my happiness ,

every time also stayed with her ,

everywhere I also follow her ,

worth~

Next year I sure want go again if got chance ,

sure got chance ,

because next year I will organize trip to Genting again,

just post some photo on facebook...

Thanks .. I miss you ~

My dear~

煩煩煩...

2009-12-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

好討厭最近,

發生太多事了,

太多了...

媽媽,

她,

錢....

太多了...

累~~~~

有誰能救救我..

相信,願意...

2009-12-18T01:50:00.000-08:00

昨天,

沒在家,

因為,

又事情要忙,

看到她了,

又想起了,

又想她了...

有人說,

喜歡一個人,

不要放感情,

我在想,

有誰,

喜歡人,

愛一個人,

談戀愛,

交往,

是不放感情,

不可能,

不可能不會,

完全不可能,

感情一放,

要接受她對你的反應,

反應好,

你會很很很開心,

反應壞,

你會很很很傷心,

她不睬你了,

你會很難過,

痛在心,

心,

不能控制,

痛得...

就算你傷害自己,

那時的你,

不會感到痛,

過了,

就痛了,

那時,

只希望她能給你安慰,

她安慰你了,

你的痛,

都覺得沒什麼..

這是什麼

愛?

喜歡?

恨?

討厭?

我不懂

我痛

我傷

我愛

我喜歡

我願意

但,

從不,

後悔,

討厭,

恨..

我,

笨?

痴?

呆?

傻?

不是.

是我,

愛她

疼她

相信她

支持她

她說的

我聽

我做

我相信

她做的

我接受

我相信

我支持

我相信她

因為

我相信她不會騙我.

因為

我很喜歡她..

有人,

認為

我

笨,

不值得,

不需要,

癡情,

愚蠢,

無聊.

有人,

認為

我,

對,

加油,

你可以的,

專一,

幸福.

我認為

只要

她開心

我願意

她

對或錯

我

都認為她對

因為

我愛她

包容

相信

因為

這一切

我願意

What the ... !

2009-12-15T22:39:00.000-08:00

Today I break the record ,

because I write blog now,

usually I wrote it on midnight or night...

Since I'm back from Apex ,

nothing can do ...

Boring ~ Always boring ...

I think I should learn some English ,

I just know Local English !

When I saw my friend who wrote the blog,

Oh My GOD !

So deep for me...

I want upgrade !

Upgrade ~ Upgrading ....

Bye..Boring Holiday...

Wish my friend boring too~

Haha..

Don't beat me, I also boring...

什麼東西..

2009-12-15T08:39:00.000-08:00

今天的天氣特別熱,

熱到....

今天早上還是一樣,

參老朋友去吃個早餐,

到old town聊個天,

吃點小吃...

過後,

去剪個毛(頭髮),

現在的理髮店越來越好賺,

摸一摸,剪一剪,

幾十塊,

夠吃幾頓,

沒辦法,

愛美嘛,

就要犧牲...

過後,

吃藥,

睡覺.....

唉`

偶爾都會想起她,

無奈啊~~

可見她是多麼的重要,

不敢對未來有甚麼渴望,

現在面對才是重要........

好無聊的人生啊,

人生,

現在才不到兩張,

就說人生,

哈...

偶爾說說人生也不能比前輩厲害,

老人家常說,

'我吃鹽躲過你吃米'

我在想,

不如我們講講米,

不講鹽,

那麼他們不就沒話講了嗎??

蠻無聊的我,

想那些沒用的,

哈哈~~~

慘了,

寫著寫著,

想起了她,

T.T

下星期要去云頂了,

好期待,

渴望 o.0

不會是失望吧??

自我安慰,

自我陶醉,

希望能留下很美好的回憶吧```

睡覺....美麗的世界....

唉`

2009-12-14T08:36:00.000-08:00

她今天很早睡,

我很多事可是說不出,

她又累了,

我也很累,

心總是悶悶不樂,

你在乎我嗎???

我很想你........

瘋了...

2009-12-14T05:14:00.000-08:00

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!

好悶的一天,

每天這樣下去都快瘋了~~~

早上睡到十二點才醒,

那個咳嗽藥水實在太厲害了,

1天吃3次,1次1湯匙,3湯匙睡整天,

厲害吧??

3湯匙我就能睡整天,

我現在懷疑他到底是不是安眠藥,

這樣也好,

可以浪費時間,

原本我媽的朋友要我去他的店打工,

我不要, 太悶了,

而且現在難得放假,

也是時候休息了........

Hooooooooooooooooo~

2009-12-11T09:32:00.000-08:00

Today exam finish already,

so happy , can relax ,

just trial exam but seem like STPM ,

all so hard working ,

but passed already ...

In other ways , I feel sad also ,

because today is last day on lower six ,

my friend will change class next year ,

friendship is not easy to build up ,

sure miss them soon......

After exam,

me and darick go old town eat breakfast ,

here some photo~ Just take mine one ~ haha~

Just now back from pesta,penang...

walao~ At there almost 80% is malay ,

There really became malay world , before I'm still child , got many show , now , all sell malay things , but also good , can see malay traditional things.............

Tired!

Lazy write...

Go genting soon....

zzzz!

被爱,去愛,相愛...

2009-12-10T06:29:00.000-08:00

被爱,應該是很幸福的.

去愛,沒有想像的愚蠢.

相愛,可以非常的單純.

這三句話,對我很深.

被爱,曾被愛...

去愛,時常愛...

相愛,很想愛...

愛一個不愛你的人,

可說快樂也可說傷心,

快樂,找到你可以愛的人.

傷心,你愛她她不愛你.

愛一個人,可以很久,很用心,

被愛的人可能很開心,

但去愛的也會開心,

因為他愛上了他愛的人,

被愛不開心了,

去愛的全力與赴的去逗,

就算被愛不開心,

去愛的也想辦法讓被愛快樂,

因為去愛不想看被愛不快樂,

被愛不快樂,去愛也會不快樂,

去愛所做的只想被愛的開心....

愛久了,被愛的開始想念了去愛,

但不想相愛,去愛唯有等被愛,

希望被愛能接受去愛,

去愛很想相愛,

因為去愛覺得他一定會好好愛被愛,

被愛也知道若接受了去愛,一定很快樂幸福.

去愛的辦法就是等被愛...

一直等,等,等....

等相愛的一天,

愛你,我認識了快樂......

一個被愛,去愛,相愛,的過程...

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Look here T.T

2009-12-08T07:38:00.000-08:00

Recently,

many people get sick include me too~

but can't cover ,

never mind ... not getting better^^

Tomorrow exam again,

little bit worry because recently I felt that so much pressure!

Pressure about the exam,

sometime really want suicide ,

now finally I knew that why people want suicide,

1.can't think so many,

2.think so much

3.stress

4.pressure with something,

5.worry...?

6.no people telling

7.no people courage

8.no people cares

9.no people

10.finally,suicide....

All my opinion cause I think in this way....

So,yesterday really make me want die....

Suffering with exam ,

but now, everything will be fine...

How about you ?

Are you ok?

recently, seem like me ignore you already,

sorry~~ But after tomorrow you will very busy ,

heheh~ cause I'm free little bit ...

OMG! I'm miss you again....^^

simple life getting new life.....

(TO BE CONTINUED)

What is Life?

2009-12-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

Life....

Just a daily day that we survive,

what we survive for?

Should we survive?

How to survive?

I though that life is beauty,

everyday need to survive....

A human need a living places,

I need a healthy life...

I'm happy that

I have a good family although I don't have siblings,

I have everything although I'm not born in rich family,

I learn what I felt although they didn't teach me how to do learn,

I sad although they happy on there,

I happy , I sad , I fall , I died....

What a pity ~

Getting a good life just depend yourself,

better life ? I don't cares it anymore ,

but for this moment only,

I will think that.......

This time, I really don't know how to happy,

really don't know,

I feel boring with this life....

Everyday passed without pausing a moment,

time , is going by , so much faster than I ,

just loss every second but seem like loss my life ,

Oh My God ! I'm going crazy ,

my life is suck....

Actually, I don't know what I'm thinking about......

Shit!

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Haiz...sick....

2009-12-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

Finally, economic and account is passed...

then I nothing worry about it ,

but business will test on monday ,

haiz....because many thing want to remember ,

I will try my best , because I want focus on this subject,

busy busy revision , but failed.....

Fever still around me ,

cough non-stop , arghhhh!!!

sleep also not well , cough until died , soon.....

Hope can cover these....

How about you ?

hope you fine on there....

I miss you although I less find you..

Time , is going by , so much faster than I,

lower six almost come to the end ,

upper six is coming ,

and .......

I want become senior already ,

Yahoo~~ =.=

more friends next year ,

hehe~~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Blogger again...........

2009-12-03T08:45:00.000-08:00

Today,

trial exam for our school,

what a lucky day,

today subject is Account and Economic....

Firstly,

I don't have any hope because I sick almost 1 week,

then,

I rest many days also ,

after that,

no time for revision,

then again,

when I revision I couldn't remember anything,

never mind .....

I already give up on this exam ...

Carry on? discuss soon....

Today my account really bad ,

3 question I just know answer 2 =.=,

wait for failed~ ~

God bless us.......

Thats all......

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Important to me.... COMMENT please~

2009-11-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Yo~ Long time din't write blog again,

always reply this sentence, boring~

whatever~

Today just want talk something about mine important people,

last week , did you saw news?

The news that about foreign news~

Which happened at Philippines ,

46 hostage was killed include 1x reporter,

nowadays , reporter also will murder by terrorists,

how impressive !

When I saw it , I though that was a joke~

Original not a joke~Its truth ~ It really happened..

then ,

In my mind I felt sad ....

nothing can describe my sadness ,

that massacre was involve the Philippines military ,

I think that this is unfair to residents,

You calm down and think it, if that hostages was your family or friends,

how do you think~

So,

I felt happy because I live in harmony country without any fighting ,

we should feel it that sadness ~

of course , they don't have any relation with us,

We should feel lucky because your family still with you,

they won't live you,

they take care you without any complain ,

they love you -Parents ....

What mean by FAMILY?

Father and Mother I LOVE YOU~

How amazing it was.....

They are my important person in my heart....

Besides this ,

you know~ is "her"...

Yeah~ is her~

She very important in my life too~

Without her , I no power ,

Without her , I no energy ,

maybe you will think that it was exaggerated,

erm...something like that ~

Of course,I trust her ...She very important for me,

but...we not couple ^^ very complicate between us,

but I happy too~

So half of my blog all is her ,

how she treat me

What she done for me

I remembered it clearly,

I really remember was she done to me before,

really touching for me....

The third one is my friends,

I got many friends , I happy that they can make friend with me,

long long long time ago,

I got friend,

but, not more than that~

Now, I got many friends,

even we not really understanding so much,

but , I think that enough for me already,

You all sure know that my best friend-Mr.Darick

that was humourous when they said that he is my girlfriend,

Oh my god ~ are you kidding !

At here , I want say that I'm not gay ,

don't misunderstanding the meaning...

They will said like that because me and Darick were best friend,

we always grouped togather,

we was friend when we still a child-7 years old,

until now , already passed 11year,

we still a best friend, that why we so close,

but not close until you think like that~ haha~

Because I like girl , please ...

Not Darick only,

these few years , Miss Shanex also became my best friend,

haha~ I lazy write our story, because it become history already,

a history full with memories,

Thanks god because I got these crazy friends and some of them

are my partner ...XD

So,how do you think?

please leave your comment,

your co-operate was appreciate..

I'm patient now .......

sick~ but now H1N1 !

My body can block that virus,

don't kidding with me....

(TO BE CONTINUED with you....)

She...?

2009-11-21T07:58:00.000-08:00

Every time I write blog ,

half of my thing is about that girl,

so that,

some people asked me,

who is that girl ?

and who is that girl?

every time I happy or sad just talk about her,

haha~

Actually,

she is a person who very important to me,

that all I can say,

I happy or sad decide from her ,

kidding~~~

Just she is most I trusted person except my parents,

When I happy I will share with her ,

When I sad I will find her ,

because she gave me happy and can conform me well~

Whatever ~

She is important for me,

I don't want miss this anymore....

Work hard in SPM ya~

I support you,

happy everyday~

Don't gave yourself so much pressure ~

Relax XD

TRE~~~~haha...

TO BE CONTINUED~^^Happy

What should I do??

2009-11-18T07:38:00.000-08:00

Lol....

Actually today my mood is very nice,

but...something make me sad~

My parent,

always like that~

When I talking with them about my things,

they won't listened on me ~

Before this , they always listened on what I talking ,

they will ask me many things,

I happy because them seem concerned me...

But now ? won't anymore...

Every time I talk with them ,

them won't listen and just keep talking with their topic,

my topic was ignore,

no this only~ No answered me also ,

I ask them question , they just simple give an answer,

what the hell~ Ignore me again !!! haiz....

I miss her so much ~

only she can conform me .... no matter what she done I will happy also,

she already a lot of pressure on their SPM ,

I should support her , courage her , but...

I'm still on here nonsense....

My exam still left 2 weeks ~

Still do nothing , I want make colour flying is my result,

can I ? where is you? Please ~ I need you much,

I getting crazy already~ Hope you can stop me crazy~

I wait you ~ faster !

Hope she can cover the SPM ~

+u+u+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U

+u+u+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+u+u+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U

+u+u+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U

+u+u+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+u+u+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U

Me also....+u+u+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U+U

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Exam...

2009-11-15T03:36:00.000-08:00

Exam almost coming,

I'm still play play,

some of my friends already prepared,

I must work hard ,

at least get B in all subject,

but.... can ??? maybe or not...

Recently,

the weather is abnormal ,

sometime you will see that the weather is hot,

but...sometime will heavy rain ~ so strange...

this weather make me sick !!!

My throat is painful leh~

really painful...until no appetite....

and many things happened on me ~ T.T

I will cover this !!

I trust myself , how about you?

SPM is getting closer ,

some of my friends taking part also,

gambateh ~Especially is YOU ...^^

TO BE CONTINUED

Look here...

2009-11-12T02:37:00.000-08:00

Haiz...

When sign in into blogger ,

always write about recently....

Recently,

badly mood ~ She busy ....

I know ~ So, I don't want disturb her,

if not , will get scold ....^^

Ya~ she very busy , a lot of thing she done everyday,

SPM getting closer , she still no prepare ,

I'm worries on her result ,

hope she can get result colour flying in SPM result ,

I will pray for you ~

Although she busy , but she didn't forgot me ,

really happy ~ XD

So that , I'm hope she can cover these ,

I will always support her ,

no matter , I'm still a supporter for you ~

I will cover my bad mood too~

Be happy every time , I always remember that ........

Gambateh ~~

TO BE CONTINUED

MUET....

2009-11-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

Today almost faint,
MUET test today,
oh my god!!
In reading paper , a lot of vocabulary that I don't know!
In writing paper , I almost leave my title !
In listening paper , I can't listen clearly !
When talk about this ,
I want murder some brainless people ,
when we take listening paper ,
because of noisy environment ,
I can't focus on it and the sound is too low ,
when the answer is almost coming ,
then the riders ride the vehicles with noisy sound ,
especially the damn riders with yamaha125 ,
almost let me down!!
After half and hour on listening test ,
all candidates just discuss same thing ,
They will say " how about your test ?
do you know how to do ? Did you listen to the recordings ?
Can you hear it ? What is your answer on xxx ? Let me take a look on your paper ?
Oh my god , I almost fail it ! See on next year ! Easy thing only , take exam next year !
Aiya! You sure band 5 one ! Hope I can score in band 3 ! What you write in the question ?"
These discussion is based on my survey~~ haha~
All talk about these ~
But I really feel unfair on listening paper ,
My teacher just get band 5 because of listening paper !
Bad environment ~ Stupid people ~
I hope MPM will get us a suitable environment to listen the recordings ,
Hope 'them' will correct it on future for the new generation ~
MUET test not easy ~ but hard also ....
Whatever ~ The test already passed ~
And now , focusing on my test which come on last year ~
Hope I can get a good result ~
And I hope can greet with my old friends soon ....
A party is coming ~ My old friends ~ What about now on you ?

Oh ya~
Today I search 7wonders on wikipedia ,
a lot of thing can learn from there ,
get some information from there too ~
It will helps you learn more ,
and these will happened on 2012 ,
Doomsday ?
The 7 wonders also suffer in 2012 too ~
Is it real ? How I know ?
Just ask the GOD ~
Only the GOD will know everything~
GOD bless you ~

Today is a good night ~
An-nyong-ha-ju-mu-sye-yo~
means good night ~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Just Now..

2009-11-01T07:03:00.000-08:00

Just now my father back from china,
then I go supper with him ,
because at there nothing can eat,
so , I hear some story from him ,
long long story ,
give me a good image of China,
I want go china too~~^^
but .... soon~ haha~

Just now happen one very sad thing to her,
when I hear from she,
I really hate myself,
when she sad I can't gave her a simple hug,
maybe this hug is simple but is important,
I hate myself!!
I just want she cry on my shoulder when she sad,
I just want she comfort when she lay on my shoulder,
I just wanna she happy,
but..........can't~~
Just now I just hope she don't sad too much,
wanna happy maybe will hard....

CRY ON MY SHOULDER

The Video With Lyric

Lyric
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Remember,
everything will be fine,
because I always with you when you need me....

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Recently..

2009-10-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

Recently,
happen a lot of thing ,
my 2 mui mui ,
xiao rong and ying ,
I saw their blog ,
a lot of sad thing ,
include me too............

recently,
she let me feel that she really change a lot,
she busy ? maybe...
or she don't do it anymore ,
make me suffer of these thing ,
but I also concentrate in my studies too..

Everyday saw many blog,
all is about love ,
it seem like really important for human being ,
really ~ truth ~
I miss you ~ did you ?

no sms ~ sad ......
but miss you a lot ~ ......

Happy birthday to my big sister ~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Love Is Easy...

2009-10-28T05:39:00.000-07:00

Today,
tired~
whole day miss her,
less sms , more miss ,
more sms , more more miss...
but, will she miss me ?
maybe no , but ~ how I know ? what a pity....
never mind ~ I miss her okay already...^^

final Exam still left 1 month~
it kills me , no people support,
but I will try my best ,
although that no people support,
but , I try myself cause I can !
I won;t let my parent down anymore ,
In future , I want earn more money ,
want my family feel warm ,
want give the best for my family ,
I want success ,
no matter the road is rough,
no matter the future is how hard ,
no matter I will in university or not,
no matter how,
it won't stop me !

I want learn anything ,
but anything is broad ,
but I will try my best XD....

Love is easy ?
I really trust it ,
If you say........
I Love you~
Sarang hae yo~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Hmm...Alex~

2009-10-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today,
boring lor....
just same activities,
wake up, go school , release school,
sleep, eating , kap siao...
but 1 activities long long long time didn't do,
go internet cafe,
just play some weird games ,
then, from 5pm play until 7pm,
take long time also ,
play COMPANY OF HEROES,
strategy game, nice....I like it most..
I feel sad about my sister-->ying,
because she and her boy friend break last week,
really pity to her , but ah kor will support you~
whatever , sad days will go , happy day will come ,^^
I trust it , we should look forward ,
after happened something , I got it ~
We should carry on ,
we carry on , we carry on ,
just like Green day's song ,
black parade~ WE CARRY ON!
So boring~ no people invite hang out,
I want hang out with certain people,
but they far from me,
sad+hopeless+how??
everyday stay at home like crazy man,
shout no people hear,
movie no people watch ,
toilet no people in,
water no people drink,
food no people eat,
bed no people sleep,
chair no people sit,
PC no people play,
music no people listen,
house in blank ,
die no people know~
but...only me......
Ignore by many people,
bored~ >.<

Good night~
Dreaming about you~
Hoho~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

I ...............

2009-10-25T05:55:00.000-07:00

Recently,
happened many things ,
happy come very fast ,
but, gone also fast ...
Sad , come very fast ,
but , gone very slow ....
I miss her , really miss her ,
" A boy Tears because he really LOVE the girl "
I'm agree .... but in other opinion ,
maybe disagree but I'm agree ,
I always hope she will be alright all the day,
happy all the day, happy all the time ,
talking with her I'm really happy ,
but something we can't avoid ,
we should carry on !
I miss her every time ,day, minutes, second ,
I really feel my false when she sad,angry or pek cek,
I will blame myself and think a lot ,
haiz~
I hate myself !! argh!!!!
I want go hit the wall !
but....how ?

I miss her ..........

(TO BE CONTINUED)

You're not sorry~

2009-10-23T19:26:00.000-07:00

Today feel so sad again ,
why? why ?!
from now everytime listen LOVE STORY ,
my heart is hurt ~
no people care about me ,
me make she angry ~
I really stupid!!!! A piece of shit!!
only know crying ! but it more better for me!
tears is half of my life , sad ~
Always Crying just like 69,
but .... cry is more better !
shit~
why I'm just attitude like a girl~
because I really Love her!!
who will care!!
this is 2nd girl that my tears is come down for her...
can't write anything !!!!
She hate me ?!
hope she can ~

You're not sorry.............

Tears drops how much?
did you know ?
did you care ?

Lyrics:
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances
Everytime and all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I've figured you out
And you thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you
If I didn't know
Could have loved you all my life
If you had'nt left me waiting
In the cold
And you've got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
'Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh...

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Sadness ....

2009-10-22T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today really sad,
why i'm so sad ?
really sad ...........
too much carries or worry about people
is true or false ?
maybe is false or maybe is true ,
how i know ? Cry ?
really want cry ~ because she say she HATE ME!
kidding ? I don't know~
A boy can't cry ? who say ?
for a man ,
crying is seriously then bleeding....
hurt ? maybe I'm the easily hurting boy...
yeah~ I'm lame , I'm just a shit ~
don't know what the girl are thinking,
I'm stupid , foolish , idiot !
Girl also don't know how to understand,
how can be a foolish boy like me !
whatever~
thanks she scolding me or whatever she done for me,
I really miss her much!
really sorry and a lot of sorry~
but just a sorry can settle ?
hope too ~

Bad mood ~
I miss you....
really , really miss .....
I'm always belong with you~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Penang??

2009-10-20T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hello~
Penang is a historical city,
I love penang so much ,
this is because penang got many chinese ,
haha~ penang is a good city,
no time to describe ,
want know about penang ?
come to penang ~
cuti cuti Penang.......

These day is 九王爺 days,
all of you may know ~
of course our city which call RAJA UDA ,
sure very many people ,
want know ? come to RAJA UDA....
all chinese people along all the road...

that days ~
I go euro theme park with some people ,
Cleo,Hui ming , yee kia , chaos ,douglas , me and her lor...
haha~ nice places , nice to see ,
want know ? want play ? come sungai petani lar....
but after playing ,
oh my god !! be ready to vomit .....
first time play that ,
yk very funny , all the time just screaming on there ~

here some photo ....

we play behind that horrible thing !!

COMMENT PLEASE...

I love penang but Korea......

(TO BE CONTINUED )

Music...

2009-10-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't write blog~
everytime just say like that ...
recently, i see a nice korea movie,
that is BEETHOVEN VIRUS~
I really love it so much~And i finish watching yesterday~
Conductor Orchestra really a hard job ,
I like music before , but....Just no people support me,
I want buy violin soon ~ ^^ is time to learning some music ,
maybe its no too late ..... These day I always dreaming about music notes,
@.@ really happy and shock~ 2 days also dream about it~
Then, it give me an opinion,
I really hoped that i will enter the music university~
Can I ? Hope that ~ or maybe ~ or just a dream ?
But no matter how ~ I will learn it from now !!

Gambateh!! Alex !!
No matter how hard it is ! I will try it !

Good Maestro~Cool~

Watch it before regret!

(TO BE CONTINUED)

MUET....

2009-10-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

Today is a important day that i wont forget...
MUET speaking , this is seriously problem for me ....
a lot of stress
and i can't believe that my examiner is my secondary school teacher !!
sorry that i can't mention is who ~ but just told yours...
when i saw him , me , darick , shanex and brson get shock !
whatever~ it already passed , nothing worry about it ,
this saturday muet test in my school ,
listening , reading , writing and speaking is done before...
good luck to my classmate and my friends and me too^^
today is so tired , after back from speaking test ,
from 3.xxpm sleep until 7.xxpm ! terrible ....
because yesterday practice a lot and today like panda....
practice is a lot but when exam like ..........haha~
just post some photo , hope you will comment it~ thanks a lot~

same session~~ IBM ...
My group with candidates...
Another group~

See that polyform can fly !! haha~ jut boring

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Moonlight party~

2009-10-03T09:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night i go my friends hostel there,
cause got celebrate a party ,
i'm so happy because can met my friends again,
you know , i'm just a son in my family ,
so, i don't have any brother or sister ,
just like my friends so much~
every time , every second , every minutes ,
i also valued this ~ ^^ thanks~ my friend....
Afternoon i do some sushi go there,
they seem like very like my sushi ,
especially my sister ! haha~ love sushi until sot liao!
just very funny ~ and play some games ,
take some photo , talk nonsense , listen some song ,
bbq the food , eat , drink , sing, dance , and ....
thats all and me sleep at my friend hostel ,
we sleep at 4.++ am , @.@
oh my god ! so late and early ,
whatever ~ i'm happy , hope next year still celebrate again...

POST SOME PHOTO
Here We are!!
Where we look???We win the game ^^
my lovely food !! potato!! wowowowo!!!
Sushi~ nice ??
=.=
take from my friend~ i just do pattern , i know like shit ~ no need tell me T.T
When play the game ~ haha~~

will post other photo soon....waiting ~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Time getting passed....

2009-10-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

Time is very important for everyone,
of course , I talk nonsense....
whatever~ just write something and post on here,
recently very busy and tired,
but never mind lar....sleep and rest more ,
the long journey need use to cover,
STPM still left one year only ,
one year seem like very long but will pass very fast,
MUET test is coming !
next week 7/10/09 , speaking test , 11am ,
oh my god ! where my god ! who can help me ,
if i take band two then i think will suicide ,
whatever , it will come if wanna come ,
can't avoid it , too close to me ...
hope can complete my mission successfully...

Today , so .....boring and tired,
i very hungry today ,
really hungry , hungry , hungry ....
A lot of homework too~
tomorrow got a moonlight party at my friend hostel ,
so, my mother and i do some sushi for them ,
hoped they will like it especially my sister ,
haha~ she like sushi very much ~
i will take some photo tomorrow ,
today just post some photo , school life photo,
today i back at home on 8.++pm,
first time so late reach home , because got meeting ,
and i ride bus home and wait mother at jetty with darick ,
little bit tired , thats all for today ,
give some comment please .....
long time didn't get comment already ,
i hope it long time already .......
good night , dude ~~

Is me !! Got people say no my face....T.T
Take at bus station ....
When the sky still didn't dark...
You see ! wait until 8.++pm,the sky dark already .....omg~

Thats all~~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

My birthday~~ 924...

2009-09-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

Today~
a very special day,
that is my birthday~~
and today also my friends birthday-shikino~
happy birthday to her also~~
Really moved!! really , so many friends come celebrate with me,
and give me surprise , so suddenly ....
actually after school i though them go home and nothing happened,
how i know ? lilian say want go hostel take thing ,
so we all go up~ SURPRISE !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
really surprise and happy also ,
they so nice and very nice , all good friends ~
so, i post some photo and so many photo i didn't post cause so many~
lazy~ whatever ~ thanks to all friends who celebrate to me....^^
wish all happy everyday !!! my first wishes ~ haha~

My birthday cake ~ nice ?? haha~ big head!! they call me like that...zz
Actually still got many people .....
making wishes ....^^
My best best best friends~ I love them!! haha~
Actually still got many~ lazy take^^ haha~

I'm happy also , because she .....
hehe~ she also said happy birthday to me ~
happy forever^^ and many thing she done ...
haha~ don't want tell yours!!

Here!! I'm thanks to these people who send me a wishes!! Thanks!!!
1.She lor~(Cute,clever,nice,and many many)
2.Lyon (Fun,and many...)
3.Xiao rong (My pretty mui mui)
4.yin (My cute mui mui)
5.yu ying (my leng lui mui mui)
6.Sheue lih (Leng lui also, haha~)
7.shu li (My ah jie )
8.hui ming (my big jie jie )
9.jasmine (best friends)
10.Lilian (Best heng dai)
11.Darick (Best heng dai)
12.Astnich (Best friends)
13.Zinx (Sot sot de friends)
14.Kevin (My dai lou)
15.Nicholas (My didi)
16.Yee Qi (Siao Girl)
17.Yee ting (Ladies)
18.Daniel Khor (An tao gina)
19.Zhong yi (Study kid)
20.Henry (=.=)
21.Yik liang (Good boy-hostel)
22.Ivy (Naughty girl-hostel)
23.Mashimaro (Inventor!)
24.EE mei (Siao poh)
25.Ah khor (Sleep boy-hostel)
26.Ah fat (Fat zai-hostel)
27.Bryson (nice man)
28.Mr. Frog (kap siao )
29.Ozzie (crazy friend)
30.Wen Jun (best hostel friend )
31.Jaylyn (best best friend)
32.My aunt (Best aunt)
33.Xin Hui (Best friend,long time no see de friend)
34.And Other who wishes me but i din mention de friend!...

Finally~
thanks to my parent bring me go eat ho liao
and bought me a watch ! so expensive...RM100++
So happy and really love my papa mama!!
haha~~

After that , me and mashimaro,darick,zinx,
go NEW CAFE- UP FLOOR ,
nice cafe~~
Zinx give me a gift ......
haha~~
THANKS YOU ALL...

(Continue next year....924)

What I need...

2009-09-23T01:35:00.000-07:00

every people also got thing they need to complete their satisfaction,
and I , also a man in the world , in the normal life,
I need many thing ,
such as a car , money and others thing ,
but.........
most important , I need her..
only her can give me happy,
only her will make me everything ,
only her ........................................................................................

remaining half day,
what she will told me ??
what she will surprise me ??
will she get me a gift ??
our love story ??
I hoped it will happen~
just wait and wait , wait non-stop ,
never give up , never~
wait forever , forever ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ~~~~
ALEX, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
WISH YOUR HOPE WILL SUCCESS !
DON'T GIVE UP ~ I SUPPORT YOU !

(TO BE CONTINUED 924 in NEXT YEAR)

Yesterday and Today..

2009-09-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

me and mashiamro and jeffery and diana go MCD,
actually is jeffrey invite me want ,
then i go lo~ they sit there from 10am-3pm,
haha~ they said go for revision , but....
just kap siao and kap siao , nice also...
after home , just play DRAGONICA,
nice online game ...but don't become addict!
just wait today only , hang out to penang ,

Today

today just go penang ,
our driver-mashimaro, and
jeffrey and his gf diana,
my mui and her bf ,
koyoki and her bf toyota,
3 pair couple NOT include me~~ T.T
sad...
then we go queensbay first ,
see movie - FINAL DESTINATION
nice but 18SG , haha~~XD
I love their process~ very horrible , all bleeding ~
whatever, just admire this director ,
idea so many~
I SAW IT !!
THIS IS YOUR DESTINY, IT'S COMING TO YOU....
after seeing movie,
next destination is gurney~
just walk walk and see see .....
then go eat lor...
raining !! bored~ hate raining but like raining weather ~

actually,
so admire them all couple ,
I don't know......................................................................
sleep! bye!

(TO BE CONTINUED)

15/09/09 important days....^^

2009-09-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today is a very important days,
because got 1 big princess birthday,
who?? a secret... hehe~~
Let we wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Wish
-Everyday happy
-Everyday Leng lui
-Everyday clever
-Everyday Cute

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ....Princess...
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Holiday come again,
everytime heard me say holiday again~
Everytime holiday,
but now holiday is last holiday,
this holiday until December already,
December also no holiday cause got exam,
but just holiday 2 weeks,
so so so so boring ,
but never mind ! I like school in IBM,
can meets many friends ,
on here , I'M SORRY TO people who I hurt , SORRY to people who I make wrong thing to them , THANK YOU to who hate me .....^^ Because of yours , I become mature...
HOPE ALL OF YOU WILL HAPPY ~~

Today ...
Boring~~
Sick ? Gone already....
Happy? Little bit...
Why ? Because she birthday lor..
Then ? My BIG DAYS also want come already...
Really? Yala!!
Holiday got planning ? This Friday go QUEENSBAY with friends lor..
Stop asking ! Stop.....
Post some photo to yours....
My friends do Funny thing in class...
but, whatever .... he like OK liao~
let see our MR.MASHIMARO photo...

Call him lar if need a tattoo...
Sample...still not bad...>.< haha~~

(TO BE CONTINUED + TIRED + HAPPY BIRTHDAY = HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU)

Boring~ Some Old things~

2009-09-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't write blog already,
no time~~ seem like busy, but no busy,
busy on seeing movie~ very funny~ very romantic~
but...just now sick already,
so sad...long time no sick, just now sick loh~ sad..T.T
hope people will stay at beside me....haha~

post some photo-already passed tense~ hehe...

This is me , darick and shanex go a kopitiam call Swenz....
nice kopitiam...
Swenz Kopitiam^^ nice cafe~~
I ate this only~ nice and cheap...

Date:08.09.09

My ah sir birthday~haha~ after that , we go salam kap siao~
Jason~
Darick~
Zinx~
Texan(He shy shy..haha) and keven~
Finally is me...=.= and shanex (i didn't take her photo, later get scold~)

nothing to say~ nothing to write~ just tired and sick~
rest is for long journey~
Don't worry , be happy^^

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Right Here Waiting, Waiting for you....

2009-09-02T09:54:00.000-07:00

Right here waiting for you~~

Ocean apart day after day 远隔重洋，日复一日
And I slowly go insane 我慢慢地变得要失常
I hear your voice on the line 电话里传来你的声音
But it doesn't stop the pain 但这不能停止我的悲伤
If I see you next to never 如果再也不能与你相见
How can we say forever 又怎能说我们到永远

Wherever you go 无论你在何地
Whatever you do 无论你做何事
I will be right here waiting for you 我就在这里等候你
Whatever it takes 不管怎么样
Or how my heart breaks 不管我多哀伤
I will be right here waiting for you 我就在这里等候你
I took for granted, all the times 我一直认为
That I thought would last somehow 你我会情长义久
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears 我听见你的笑声,我品尝眼泪
But I can't get near you now 但此刻不能接近你
Oh, can't you see it baby 宝贝，难道你不懂
You've got me going crazy 你已使我发疯

Wherever you go 无论你在何地
Whatever you do 无论你做何事
I will be right here waiting for you 我就在这里等候你
Whatever it takes 不管怎么样
Or how my heart breaks 不管我多哀伤
I will be right here waiting for you 我就在这里等候你

I wonder how we can survive this romance 我试问,我们如何熬过这浪漫情
But in the end if I'm with you 但到最后,如果我与你同在
I'll take the chance 我要抓住这个机会
Oh, can't you see it baby 哦，宝贝，难道你不懂
You've got me going crazy 你已使我发疯
Wherever you go 无论你在何地
Whatever you do 无论你做何事
I will be right here waiting for you 我就在这里等候你
Whatever it takes 不管怎么样
Or how my heart breaks 不管我多哀伤
I will be right here waiting for you 我就在这里等候你

(TO BE CONTINUED WAITING.....)

Today...

2009-09-02T09:24:00.000-07:00

When go school~
During School time~
During rest time.......
During back home.....

lazy write..using photo...

(TO BE CONTINUED AND WAITING YOU.... )

Day by Day~

2009-09-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

These day not at home,
because go out from town,
go somewhere else,

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDERKA!
831 is our country national day,
a boring day for me,
but for our prime minister sure happy day,
because can take photo from NTV1 to CHANNEL9, haha~~
all his face , and I proud to my prime minister ,
I mean first prime minister,
TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN,
that is who give us free from british when 31/8/1957 ,
should we proud? sure we are....
let we shout ~~
MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

but...NATIONAL DAY already passed lar~ uncle!=.=

until now,
I love her~ really love her,
but she didn't trust me like before,
sad, sure got,
hope she can trust me 100%,
because trusting to each other is needed,
for me , her trust is very important to me....
why i do that before,
so regret .....now, can't back to before,
if before can change , then i would like back to before,
a trust, a rely, a believe, a reliance, a accredit,
very important to me from you!
these day so happy because can saw....
haha~~
that all........is time to take a rest, good night~

Fall for You Lyric

Best thing about tonight's that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying......
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core..

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

LOVE STORY WON'T LIE,
AND THIS IS NOT A LIE,
THIS IS A TRUTH.......

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Yesterday...24/8/09

2009-08-25T04:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is an important days,
one important people birthday ,
haha~ she is my best friend,
yesterday my friends and i go Penang queensbay,
because of holiday then we only can go there play,
then when i back my friend call me go APEX-cafe,
because one of my friend at KL come back and meets us,
so i didn't go her house....so sorry to her, really sorry...

YESTERDAY,
we go queensbay about 9am or 10 am,
we go there just for skating,
after reach there already got many people skating on there,
why can't use student card now?
before can use one ,
now , wah~
so expensive .... >.< we play from 11am until 6pm something,
so funny, so sad and what emotion also got,
so many "ket kah",half of the court is ket kah,
don't play play, ~~~~ they so funny , haha~~
but , always smoking.... when we talk about smoking ,
i saw my friend which back from AUSTRALIA,
because he always smoking , walao~
so suffer when sit or play or talk with him,
i think my lungs will damage because of him,
T.T pity to my lungs.... then we just go back after 6pm...
then, after home , my cousin and I go APEX lo~~
so tired also want go...haha~
and so suprise because got one same birthday's people go there,
haha~ long time didn't saw her also,
become leng lui liao ,
(=.=) <---emotion from her... haha~ after 11pm, go home sleep ,
so so so so so so so so so so tired but happy,
all sad & hurt thing forgot in that time , ^^
hope next time can play again...
SOME PHOTO.. haha~ fall down =.= but lie one ~
zinx, my cousin and I...
other 3 people din take photo...
Warm Up at toilet before skate...haha~~ zinx very funny..
At Apex...My old friends...long time no see them...

PLEASE WEAR MASK !!! H1N1 IS FINDING A PARTNER NOW!!

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Friends??

2009-08-22T09:31:00.001-07:00

What is friend?
should a friend treat each other like that?
friend is what ?
what? why ?
our relation already getting far..
some friends working ,some studying in other state,
less contact to each other ,
that feels slowly gone ,
day by day ,
you in my mind slowly disappear,
same with you , my friends...
long time didn't meet,
nothing to talk, nothing to discuss , nothing to playing fool,
yeah~
we are getting grow,
something passed is already passed,
if we think like that,
then i rather getting back to that time,
that time,
we happy together,
we smile together,
we sad together ,
we get scold together,
we fall down together ,
we wake up together ,
we exam together ,
we played together ,
isn't it happy??
friends...did you remember???
friends...how are you in there ??
friends...did you still remember who am i??
friends... just a greet is hard for you??
friends...hope you happy always~
friends , we still are friend??

TODAY 22AUG2009

PEOPLE ATTEND
-Alex(me^^)
-Darick
-Shanex
-Zinx
-Peter
-Zhi liang
-Tong ee(main character)
-Ozzie
-Richard

Location
-OLD TOWN
our main character tong ee ,
come back from KL ,
ozzie also come from penang-TARC,
zhi liang working at seberang jaya ,
peter study at PSDC ,
zinx study at smk seberang jaya,
me , darick , richard, shanex study at IBM,
we just meet together.....

Oh Ya~ forgot told something ,
i like this weather very very much ,
because no sun and no rain ,
hahaha~~~

(TO BE CONTINUED, MY FRIENDS~)

21/8/09 Mr.pong birthday...

2009-08-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

TODAY 21AUG2009,
Our fren-AH PONG birthday...
haha~
we go celebrate with him at DELIGHT near school there,
we go there eat,
and i want thanks to pei shi ,
because she pay for me,
haha~~ so nice .....
but ... paiseh also~~
thanks ya~ pei shi~^^
next time i pay for you...hehe~
just take some photo...
When we buy cake , we saw this, so big~~~~
I drink this in delight~~orange juice...so sour~
Happy birthday to ah pong^^
Wish AH PONG every year also PONG!! haha~Where is me??

after celeration,
we go play badminton,
haiz~~
half of court is our IBM student,
and today~
haha~~~
XIN HUI come, my best friends 'gua'~~
hehe~ we long time no meet,
today she come join us also...
hehe~ hope she will happy everyday,
because recently happened many things to her,
haiz~~ GOD BLESS YOU and I SUPPORT YOU~
my cousin-XIAO RONG also~
recently not happy also,
why?? why ? why?
why all unhappy things come human now!!!
so sad~ T.T

oh ya~
got time go view namewee movie,
POTONG SAGA~
very funny^^hehe
i help you do promotion liao~
HUANG MING ZHI koko~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

yahoo!! H1N1..the dangerous flu^^

2009-08-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

TODAY !
our handsome pengetua announce that next week is our holiday~
haha~~ so siok~ for gov school is nothing because next week is public holiday for them,
but~ for our private school , public holiday also got school=.=
because of H1N1 , our school terpaksa,dipaksa,memaksa closed for one week^^
so siok~ I LIKE IT MOVE IT , MOVE IT, shake it!!
haha~
whatever~ is time to play~
next Monday want go queensbay play skate~
who want go?? go by bus want~
hehe~
For those who got H1N1 or sick please take care ya~
especially my sister-yu ying,
i know you hate me so much,
but please take care your healthy,
is time to rest , after cover you can hate me again~
i'm sorry....^^
now our country-MALAYSIA BOLEH~
top 10 which highly number people died in H1N1...its serious!
H1N1 !! please don't close me or i stay away from you ~ haha~
^^take care ya and wear mask please~~
one kotak only for rm6 ,
don't get lie by other no brain people ,
no mask price is control by government ...take care and careful..

(H1N1 TO BE CONTINUED)

Love...

2009-08-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

愛情是一個很奇怪的東西,
要來就來,要走就走.....
很不懂,很不了解,愛情是什麼....
雖然和她在一起只是短短的一個月,
但覺得很開心,她給我快樂,很快樂,
但因為一些事,卻把彼此分開了...
沒錯~~~分手了....分手了...
可是你說了一些話,
令我很傷很傷,很痛很痛....
你這樣說我真的痛透了,
裂開了,崩潰了...............................................................
你懂多少????我為你做的你又知多少???
我知道你也很痛,雖然我不知道你現在還有沒有愛著我,
但很謝謝你愛過我,很疼我,我都懂,很感動,這一切我會記著,
我們曾經一起笑,一起哭,一起生氣,
我很快樂,希望你也是,
如今,只有眼淚來表達我們的痛苦,
我們以後會不會在一起,隨緣吧~~~
勉強不會有幸福的.....
謝謝你````對不起........

(THE END)

I'm Waiting for You...

2009-08-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

我等着你....
I'm Waiting for You...
Je suis en attente de tu....
Unë jam duke pritur për ju...
Очаквам ти...
Είμαι σε αναμονή για εσύ ...
Ako'y naghihintay ikaw....
Én várok ön ....
मैं इंतज़ार कर रहा हूँ आप ....
私を待っているあなた....
나는 기다리고 있어요 당신...
Estou à espera de você ...
Ben bekliyorum sen ...
Aku Tunggu Kamu....

Remember Our Love Story??
It's a love story, baby just say...'YES'

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Life is a piece of xxxx.....

2009-08-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

Recently....
weather so shit,
always raining..
today also,
haiz~because i want drive motor go school...
school not far only, half hour reach there=.=
so pity, my mom don't want give drive car,
why ? why ? why?
got license also can't give...
what the hell~ never mind ~ someday ... i wait~zzz
when go school , little bit get hit that car...walao~
i love my life so much , still don't want die yet...
that all~ so boring ....zzzz
sleep~~
sleep~~
life sleep~~

Sometime, a lot of thing can't tell somebody,
only someone can tell to somebody....
I also don't no what i'm say...
sleep!!! yahoo! good night~ =@=..ZZZ

so....i will find you one day, don't neglected(忽略) me .....please...I'm yours...

I'm yours

Lyric
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, maybe sing with me
I like peaceful melody
it's your God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
No need to complicate
Our time is short
It can not wait, I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved

Open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
(TO BE CONTINUED)

Life,,

2009-08-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

Life just like movie..
Do you agree?
I agree.....Finally,is her...hah~~
Today,
Just simply go school~
our school-IBM,
all pupils wear mask....lolz
I hate mask a lot~
give me suffuring only!!
Hate it very much...
Maybe at people got same feeling with me,
after school, we go play badminton...
so tired~ just want get some sleep now.....
love...is sweet....~~~=.=
good night~~~x.x!zzzz

I'm wearing mask, handsome then before...x.x~~
My best brother-Darick~~haha~

Love Story Lyric

初次見面的那年, 我們還很年輕
We were both young when I first saw you
我站在陽台上閉上雙眼, 腦中的回憶慢慢重播
I close my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there
漸漸感受到夏天的空氣
On a balcony in summer air
看到五光十色的燈光, 看到派對上華麗的禮服
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
看見你從人群中走出來跟我打招呼
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello
真想不到會這樣
Little did I know
當知道了你叫羅密歐後,你向我的窗戶扔了石子
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
而我的爸爸說"遠離朱麗葉!"
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
我坐在樓梯上哭泣, 心裡祈求著你不要走
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
我說
And I said
羅密歐請你帶我去一個能讓我們單獨相處的地方
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
我會一直等待, 我們只有逃走
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
那時你將會是一位王子而我亦會是一位公主
You'll be the prince and I'll be this princess
只要你說好這就將會是一個愛情故事
It's a love story Baby, just say yes
那麼我偷偷地到花園與你見面
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
我們閉上了嘴, 靜靜的, 因為給他們發現了我們就完了
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
請你閉上眼睛, 讓我們在時刻忘掉一切
So close your eyes
讓我們在時刻忘掉一切
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh
因你是羅密歐, 感覺與你相愛就像在犯罪般
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
而我的爸爸說"遠離朱麗葉!"
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
但你是我的一切, 我祈求著你不要走
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go
我說
And I said
羅密歐請你帶我去一個能讓我們單獨相處的地方
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
我會一直等待, 我們只有逃走
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
那時你將會是一位王子而我亦會是一位公主
You'll be the prince and I'll be this princess
只要你說好這就將會是一個愛情故事
It's a love story Baby, just say yes
羅密歐請救我, 他們試圖改變我的感覺
Romeo save me , they try to tell me how it feels
這愛雖然很艱難, 但這一定是真愛
This love is difficult, but it's real
現在不要害怕，我們定能擺脫這困境
Don't be afraid now, we'll get out of this mess
只要你說好這就將會是一個愛情故事
It's a love story Baby, just say yes
Oh, oh, oh
我等待到累了
I got tired of waiting
甚至想著你是否真的會來
Wondering if you were ever coming around
我對你的信任漸漸動搖了
My faith in you was fading
但當我在城鎮遇見你時
When I met you on the outskirts of town
我說
And I said
羅密歐請救救我, 孤單的感覺一直纏繞著我
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
我一直等著你，但你一直也不來
I keep waiting for you but you never come
這是真的嗎? 我的思緒不知道怎麼想
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
他跪在地上，並掏出一枚鑽戒說
He knelt to the groud and pulled out a ring and said
嫁給我, 朱麗葉
Marry me ,Juliet
我不會再讓你感到孤單
You'll never have to be alone
我知道我愛你, 一直都深愛你
I love you and that's all I really know
我和你的爸爸談了, 快去拿你的白色婚紗
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
只要你說好這就將會是一個愛情故事
It's a love story Baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

初次見面的那年, 我們還很年輕
We were both young when I first saw you

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Taylor Swift-Teardrops On My Guitar

Lyric
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

(TO BE CONTINUED)

My Class in IBM-L6AK

2009-07-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

My Class L6Ak
a good class in IBM also^^
our class have 60++student,
a big class in IBM..
because our class got many subject,
who take any subject also join our class if you want...

L6AK
INTRO
-Account class
-Funny Class
-Siao Siao Class
-Hiong Hiong Class(because we not scare!!!)
-Kap Siao Class
-Leng Lui Class(got 5 above )
-Leng Zai Class (got 5 above 'gua')
-Kep Poh Class
-Happy Class
-Cooperation Class
-Lovely Class
-Other(dll)

Today,Xtreme Sport Club which from our school - IBM,
Xtreme Sport organize an activities,
Climbing Gunung Tunkun....
Early morning about 5am wake up,
after brushing 6.50am go school and reach at there...
like siao gia~~
After Go TunKun,
the competition is Start,
The process don't want talk again,
because i'm so tired when climb~~~@.@
I'm know i'm lame....T.T
Whatever,
I talk about result...
L6AK Class student take many prize,
hope teacher will happy~~
2nd runner and 3rd runner include boy and girl also our class...
and the most important things,
our class-L6AK take a good prize,
make us very proud,
(THE BEST ATTENDENCE CLASS )
haha~~Whole lower we take this prize...^^
Teacher will proud with us~~our teacher-EKT(handsome and smart teacher)
(photo post next time when I get it...)
today so tired~~is time to say good night~~~

Some photo~
Darick(CLASS AJK) and me eat mihun~~~....
Me and jeffrey(Class Monitor)....
Ee mei~~(Assistant monitor).....
No need intro myself..i know you!! haha~
Best friends forever!! L6AK 萬歲!!
SO hot!!!Me also lah~~=.=
Busy on eating~ so hungry~~

(TO BE CONTINUED INTRO L6AK...I LOVE L6AK)

Nothing Write..

2009-07-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

Long time din update my blog,
so i write about the pass...
Tuesday we go jusco again,
always go jusco,
go until sien~~~ haha...
me,yong and mui eat mcFlurry~~
wakaka~LOng time din eat already,
nice to eat but nice to pay also =.=
we just hang around about 1hour++,
today exam so hard....
cannot finish in time~
maybe whole class also do more than time,
only one graph! want take about 1hour above~
siao eh!! maybe i will lose a lot mark,
pengajian AM~ hard~

Some Photo take at JUSCO....

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
This one very geng....
i take at cai leng park! haha~
this is malaysia sosial~ That motor park beside road only,
after that , half part of that motor already gone(stole)...
nice photo^^

(TO BE CONTINUED)

New Hope , New Life?

2009-07-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

Life is just like a movie,
just see you how to become a good actor,
you can pretend a good show or bad show in your life,
just depend on YOU~~
Please don't hope too much people will appreciate you,
not matter how good, how best , how pro you are,
no people will appreciate you...This is a truth~
The world is reality,
people include money~~
relationship?Love?
not matter how you pretend you show,
no people will appreciate....
People say a new days will get a new hope a new life~
All are liar~
i din believe it so much~ T.T
Just like me,
i pretend a good show(but not real show),
no people will appreciate my show...
do you? include you(her).....
why my mind become like this,
i also don't no~ maybe write this blog's person not me~
don't be too hoped~

Welcome To My Life- A good song to describe Life~

Lyric
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

New HOPE?New LIFE?

I'm Be Waiting~~~
(TO BE CONTINUED)

Love Story ++ If I Let You Go.....

2009-07-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

Here Two song i give her~~nice^^
Just Very Meaningful.......
hope you will understand what i'm thinking about...

Love Story

Lyric
We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
and say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when I first saw you.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

If I Let You Go

Lyric
[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?

[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
([Mark:] oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

THINK CLEARLY.......................

COMMENT LAH...YOURS SO BORING LOR...HAHA

2009-07-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

hey yo! guys...

Little announcement here,
after see my blog please give me comment,
just simple thing give comment...
give comment only,
no need take so much time,
please lah~~i will post many many to you,
why i want you post comment,
because want i know you saw what i'm writing already,
i will post as much as i can to you , don't worry...
and why??
because i'm siok, haha~~~~
Some step....

Thank you very much...............................................................................................................

(ANNOUNCEMENT THE END)

New ME , New Alex................

2009-07-10T03:52:00.000-07:00

Sometime i think,
why i'm so useless,
do something will get fail...
exam no so good,
sleep also can't sleep properly,
Pan sai also don't want come out,
chase a girl also can't success...
why????
but don't worry,
from now, new me , new alex^^
I still like you , i know you will see what i write here.... so, hope you can make a good decision, no matter how i'm always your supporter, you hope that too, right?? ^^ Now, i want pursue more knowledge,
what history i also want know,
which inventor i also want know,
what happen on this earth i also want know,
seem like kepo....haha~~~
knowledge knowledge~~~~~
i want more knowledge................................. i want study hard............................................

KNOWLEDGE~~~~

Edmond Halley
(8 November 1656 – 14 January 1742)
English astronomer, geophysicist-地球物理学家,mathematician, meteorologist气象学家 and physicist, who is best known for computing the orbit of Halley comet....
refer this link if you have time....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Edmond_Halley

Edmond Halley.......
Halley's Comet

Can currently be seen every 75–76 years,
wait we saw it we getting old already =.=
next time we saw it maybe in July 2061...
Truth one~~ July 2061 !!!

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Holiday Myself...

2009-07-09T04:53:00.001-07:00

GOOD morning~~
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Today din't go school,
because got fool lisan at SMK KB!!
SMK KEPALA BATAS............
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Early morning wake up,
really tired, when i'm wake up,
i forgot something ,
yesterday 1am-3am, forgot view MJ...
so regret....
after that i mami fetch me go SMK KB,
lisan------------------------------------->
Individual and Group,
2 category.....
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There have 2 teacher,
1 of teacher is my secondary teacher, haha~~
can't believe....teach me BM before....
Lisan Time: 7.30 until 9am.....
So fast~~~
Hope MY LISAN can pass....T.T
One funny thing,
before i go home,
teacher ask me want see next year???
=.= sure i say don't want lah!!!
haha~~~~Stupid Question...
After lisan, go home sleep..zzzz
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Want Pinjam?? Which locate at in front SMK KB...
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4pm go learn car until 7.30pm....
Boring~~Some photo...
NAIK BUKIT???
3 way turn....
Me^^
Boring~

(TO BE CONTIUNED)

badminton life...

2009-07-08T04:35:00.000-07:00

Today....
after school me and my friends go play badminton...
little bit tired but siok lar~~~hehe
just play 2 hour non-stop,
our new badminton team(next time photo give yours see)
members-Jeffrey,Alex,Darick,Jun yuan,ying(cute mui), ifen,xi xian,lin yong and chris..^^
haha~~ want challenge us?? but not this time...
still training~haha~~maybe every week also go LCW court play~
i hopo can play every week., so siok...i like play with them togather,
before me very scare smack but now !! hng~~ easy thing...haha
little bit 'sia shui'...take some photo give yours see lar....
Me and jeffery one team..
Darick so yeng...wakil malaysia^^
My cute mui and darick...
2vs1....
Me want smack but..hehe
Waiting ball flow come...hehe
training me=.=

that all, some photo din put....
tired~~~

(TO BE CONTINUED BADMINTON LIFE)

My life...

2009-07-07T03:48:00.000-07:00

My life...
Today i want change my style,
i write blog in "Hokkien",
don't know de people i'm sorry ya~~
but i'm sure some of you will know^^
here we go...

kin ji ,
wa ka wa a peng you ki Jusco gia gia,
wa lang ki MCD chiah mi kia,
wa lang chiah pa bo su zo....
liao, wa ma hip siao eng lor....
haha~~
wa lang kana a hiao chiah nia lar...haha
Ji leh ho liao lo^^wa suka chiah a...haha
Chiah ba liao, wa lang tiok ki gia gia.....
Nor kyo siao lang....haha=.=

lu kua wa a chui....haha~~kui ka a neh tua^^wa ai kun liao...beh dong....~~~

Kua zha bo...>.<
wa ka darick hip eh.....

Jun yuan luo chio...haha
gia liao liao wa lang tiok dui ki liao...

because we still have class...
so,
i write until here.....
hope you will catch it what i talking about...

(TO BE CONTINUED WITH MY LIFE...)

Busy...~~~

2009-07-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

Everyday busy busy busy busy!!
who no busy ? hao siao lah~~~
today me 10.30am start class,
then me and darick go near school's restaurant,
eat economic rice~~wah~ cannot finish because so much rice~
haha,so, we left the rice...
Here we are...haha~~~lolz...wasted the thing only~who know?
after school..
me and lynn and jun yuan and darick go jusco eat...
Here Our meat~~~ nice what...me just eat rice and that prawn and chicken i din eat...
total rm48++, still ok lah~ but some expensive loh~~ this restaurant i forgot what name already....if not~ i help them do promotion^^

After go back me got car training,
4.30pm until 7.00pm....
so boring, so~~ i take some photo~ boring+busy!!
While Waiting Parking...
Easy thing for me^^
Act Cool Awile...teach people...haha~~

SLeep Early Tonight 9pm zzzz...

(TO BE CONTINUED)

吃吃吃....+衰..

2009-07-05T06:37:00.000-07:00

昨天,講起昨天,竟然發生在我身上的昨天----車禍,
雖然不是很嚴重,但$$$$飛走了,rm120,
幸虧遇到的是好人,
要不然,我肯定被打死,
也幸虧我後面的lori駕慢慢,
要不然我在醫院了,哈哈~~~
為了不要傷到我的motor,我竟然傻到用腳去頂,
它們罵我神經病,哈哈~~~
今天腳黑青了,蠻痛下可是蠻爽一下,
謝謝你們打來問候我,我也不知道誰告訴你們~~~真的謝謝~~~
凹進去的是我的腳來的,證明了honda civic的車是怎樣,
哈哈```

今天,mami帶我去penang吃好料,
可惜我沒拍....哈哈~~~~
可是....　
拍了一樣東西給你,我建議我的學校放這個比較好看```haha

這餐是晚上餐我的朋友去吃,rm20,心痛可是好吃....

I miss you....I'm sure you will see it.....
(TO BE CONTINUED)

Badminton...

2009-07-03T03:31:00.000-07:00

Today me and my classmate go play badminton,
very funny , always laugh until can't play,
we play from 3-5pm,
so fast ~~
today,
me,jeffrey,darick,ivan, yuan, xian, yong, fen, and my cute sister,
all go play badminton,
all also 'geng',
me don't no how to play....
after come back liao then whole body so pain,
lolz...
hope next week can go again...
because very siok and can meet my friends together...

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she maybe want go taiwan already,
how ? who can help me?
so sad .... i don't want you go,
please~~~
but if you want go i will miss you forever,
because i cannot selfish ,
i wait will you come back~
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(TO BE CONTINUED)

Should I?

2009-07-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

Long time din't write blog already,
everyday busy on something,
today me and my classmate go play basketball
at bukit berapit and i din't play,
so boring~~

now 1 thing give me confuse,
should i call her baby?
i feel i like her now,
mean i like her again,
me always call her baby,
should i??

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Today mood and some story..

2009-06-28T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today really boring,
morning morning wake up and study..
after that,
go out and take breakfast with parents,
can't believe the weather~
suddenly raining,
but nice also because the weather is hot for many weeks already,
july is coming and the exam is us already,
so i had to prepare it~~hope i can good result in monthly exam,
^^
just boring...so i try to solve the rubik's cube in 1min,
but can't,
record 1min20s, i will solve it better than this time,
hope can beat the world record, but...can i??
haha~~~kidding again~ =.=

yesterday teacher tell us a story
Here the story....

Long time ago, have a dog with a one dream,
his dream is want cross over dessert,
because all the dog don't have brave to do it...
after that,he carrying the bag and start his journey,
suddenly, he would like to piss,
but..
we all know if the dog want piss and need 'tiang' because want take up his leg,
but, at this dessert where to find 'tiang'?
finally, the dog die because can't piss...haha
after death, the dog's soul flow to heaven ,
the GOD ask the dog why death so suddenly,
i'm very proud with you because you have a big dream, the GOD say that..
the dog tell the GOD that he can't piss because don't have 'tiang' at the
dessert, the GOD knew that and tell the dog this is easy job,
i set 1 'tiang' for you and you can continue your journey,
then the dog's soul back to his body and continue his journey,
suddenly , the dog's would like to piss again ,
but he can see that not far from here have 1 'tiang',
he so happy and quickly get there,
but when the dog ready to piss,
above the 'tiang' have a notice,
(Please don't Piss on here...)
the dog can't piss again and death,
his soul go to heaven and see the GOD again,
the dog tell to GOD that he can't piss because of that notice,
the GOD tell the dog that he will take down the notice so can give the dog piss,
the dog's soul go back again and continue the journey,
when he want piss but at the finally the dog die again,
why???
because after the notice take down but got many dog is queuing for piss,
that dog can't wait and die,after death,
the soul back to heaven again,
the GOD say the dog this time he should DIE...
why?? because we should adaptable,
adaptable can help us in many thing,
so we should adaptable when we got trouble...
the teacher tell us this......

(THE GRAMMER NOT SO GOOD, APOLOGIZE..)

(TO BE CONTINUED)

A new story...

2009-06-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

Today at school, teacher say 1 story for us...
funny too..
the story is long,
but i dun want talk so much....
the second days michael jackson die,
how many fans sad and cry?
did you cry and sad?
i also duno...
but write until here...
no mood~~
because tired~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Michael Jackson...

2009-06-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009) was an American recordingartist, entertainer and businessman. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 in 1969, and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop"^[2] in subsequent years, his 1982 Thriller is the world's best-selling record of all time^[3] and four other solo studio albums are also among the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995).

In the early 1980s, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African-American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. The popularity of his music videos airing on MTV, such as "Beat It", "Billie Jean" and Thriller—widely credited with transforming the music video from a promotional tool into an art form—helped bring the relatively new channel to fame. Videos such as "Black or White" and "Scream" made Jackson an enduring staple on MTV in the 1990s. With stage performances and music videos, Jackson popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip hop, pop and contemporary R&B artists.

Jackson donated and raised millions of dollars for beneficial causes through his foundation, charity singles and support of 39 charities. Other aspects of his personal life, including his changing appearance and behavior, generated significant controversy, damaging his public image. Though he was accused of child sexual abuse in 1993, the criminal investigation was closed due to lack of evidence and Jackson was not charged. The singer had experienced health concerns since the early 1990s and conflicting reports regarding the state of his finances since the late 1990s. Jackson married twice and fathered three children, all of which caused further controversy. In 2005, Jackson was tried and acquitted of further sexual abuse allegations and several other charges.

One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Records—including one for "Most Successful Entertainer of All Time"—13 Grammy Awards, 13 number one singles in his solo career—more than any other male artist in the Hot 100 era and the sale of 750 million records worldwide. Jackson's highly publicized personal life, coupled with his successful career, made him a part of popular culture for almost four decades. Jackson died on June 25, 2009, aged 50.The specific cause of death has yet to be determined. Before his death, Jackson had announced a 50 date sell-out This Is It comeback tour, in London, England.

THE ABOVE NOT MY WORKS^^

hope michael jackson's fans will remember this day forever....

When he was a child..

White Michael Jackson...

Black Michael Jackson....

Michael Jackson~

You Are Not Alone~~~

(TO BE CONTINUED)

nice movie that ever seen- transformer-revenge of the fallen..

2009-06-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday i go saw movie at cathay,
if say about my friends ,
really sad and disappointed,
i tell you all why,
yesterday i invite 5 person go see movie ,
how i know become 1 person,
really sad, they call me go i should go,
i call them go they don't want go,
finally, me go see with my best friends-darick,
we see 9.30pm because all seat already full on other time,
luckily get the time at 9.30pm, if not~gone already...
this movie
TRANSFORMER 2 - REVENGE OF THE FALLEN
the best movie that i never saw,
really best ! don't know how to describe !!
really nice nice nice ....
i want buy and keep it...^^
TRANSFORMER! haha...

you know who i am?

I am OPTIMUS PRIME...
hhaa